This Is Incorrect, Its A Traumcentric System Bot And App, But It Is Endo Neutral.

Thats exactly how we feel too, so good to see were not alone

A comic about how our system (especially our host) feels about our experiences as a P-DID system, and our place in the system community as a P-DID system.

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"I wish we weren't a P-DID system."

"I've been the lone host of this system for 11+ years. The dominant part of it."

"It's been a lot to deal with."

"I wish I wasn't the host of our system."

"I wish I could switch out with someone willingly,"

"Because sometimes it's all too much."

"I know it would probably be just as - if not more- distressing."

"But sometimes I find myself envious of system that can switch and share responsibilities."

"I want to switch, but I'm also scared of the idea of letting go of front. Maybe that comes with being a P-DID system."

"I'm scared of what might happen if someone else fronted, alone."

"I feel guilty for thinking that, because I know of a handful of instances,"

"and all of them were FINE. Nobody even suspected it was Titan or Harby, not me."

"Of course, they only front very rarely. I can count all instances I know on two hands. And only when I physically can't front. Due to sleeping\being unconscioud or something similar."

"I feel bad that the others don't get time to do the things they want to."

"I feel like none of this might be real, because I rarely see people talk abt [about] P-DID experiences."

"I feel like an outsider in the system community."

"I wish there was a bigger P-DID community to share experiences with."

[text in boxes say: "*something about switches* #pdid" "*talk abt switching* #pdid" "*switching meme* #pdid" "*switching* #pdid" "*switches* pdid"] "I feel sad everytime I see post[s] about switching in the PDID tags. They remind me that's not me."

"You can't do that."

"I'm -- we're -- tired of constantly hearing P-DID is just the OSDD-1 of the ICD. We don't think they're the same at all."

"When we hear people with OSDD-1 share their experiences, we can't really relate. Neither subtype reflects our experience as a P-DID system."

"I feel broken and wrong."

"I feel like we don't belong in the system community."

"We don't share a lot of the common system experiences, because we have P-DID."

"But we don't feel like we belong to the singlets, either."

"We feel alone with our struggles."

do you like my knife

Thats a gun.

haven’t posted art in a while because of motivation and what not but here’s a thing

Glove too btw

do you breathe with you're eyes, tongue, teeth or hair?

With my ass, like any respectable creature, duh

I'd never thought of it like this, but thanks, I will now know to look for these things the next time someone gets cancelled and know with more certainty if I should actually stop supporting someone

One thing I hate so fucking much about people dig up shit to “cancel” people for is that they are never part of the affected demographic. They are not looking for shit someone did wrong 10 years ago because they want to make sure they’re a good person, they’re doing it because they want an excuse to hate them.

The obvious consequence of this, however, is that suddenly an entire demographic is deeply uncomfortable with a creator who once brought them joy.

A thread recently came out about how when Wilbur Soot was 19 he made a lot of very harmful antisemitic jokes. He is now 25 years old. He has talked numerous times about how much he hates the person he was before he was about 22, and how much he’s grown since then. He’s demonstrated this growth too.

The person who published this thread was not jewish and I would assume that the person who gave them the information is not either.

I am jewish. Seeing these screenshots of “jokes” about the genocide of my people fundamentally hurt me. These screenshots do not show his current beliefs or behaviors. It would be impossible to find these jokes if you hadn’t gone actively searching for them. However I still felt betrayed and panicked, no matter how much I knew that Wilbur has changed. I do not know if I can ever watch his content again and find comfort.

This is the problem with digging into peoples past this way. It is never, and never has been, a selfless act nor a form of activism. It is the very opposite. It is the exploitation of marginalized identities to justify your dislike of someone.

As a disabled user i have tried this many times, but that is a myth and may insted trigger the drowning debuff.

i don't get why people are scared of dying. you do know you can just disable it in the accessibility settings, right?

My back

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i hate having to make the same post again because my last one got 0 notes and my abuser has officially arrived. there's no way out of this for me and the only thing i can really do to avoid him is stay in my room and come out when he's out

please please please if you can spare ANYTHING i need to have food and water in my room, food for my cats too :( he will hit my cats if i don't keep them in my room while he's around, he has threatened me with that several times. my little brother allowed me to use his paypal as to not give away my own deadname, since it's not as dangerous for him to do that as it is for me. of course please don't call him by his deadname regardless

paypal.me/piisces

i'm not in need of great sums, my current goal is 30€ which will keep me covered in the coming days, help an unemployed autistic trans lesbian out if you can :( even reblogs mean the world to me

I don't know:( it's so fucking late and it's STILL 21°C outside

how is anyone supposed to sleep. in these temprachures