Merry Christmas And Happy Days Of Feast!!

Caitlyn's s2 finale fit looks amazing🤩

sPHInXIK

It's a reference to the russian animated show Fixiki. There's no context or backstory, the words just sound similar :P

Ramblings under the cut

Guys, I'm suffocating in homework and extra classes. My mental health can only take so much. The pressure is unbearable and it's very hard to run a blog in such conditions. My brain is just a buzzing mess right now. That's why I've decided to take a break

I will post WIPs and sketches, even some finished drawings (I hope), but don't expect much. I don't know how long it will take, the semester ends at the end of June, but I hope that some of my extra courses will be finished sooner. Conclusion: I have AuDHD and university is hell😞

I hope for your understanding, love y'all🌸💕

Happy happy wuggies 🌟

Well, hello. Tumblr blocked my other blog apparently:)

I had to make another one

Ok so this is probably the new blog of @hlo-pok-hopey

They will all meet in the afterlife

(aka what if Jinx actually died and could find peace with her little family)

Ok so thanks to sky web shop it’s now possible for me to buy paid items. And I couldn’t be happier bc I got moomin tail now🥹

Look at my baby!! Look at them! They’re a cryptid with a bouncy tail!!

I think my depression is healed and I’m a mentally stable individual now

im sorry but i cannot stop thinking about isha's pastel memories that play during her sacrifice scene.

look at how full of colour this beautiful fuckin shot is:

it's been well established in episodes 4-6 how grim and dark the undercity has become under cait and ambessa's new rule. but look at how isha sees/remembers it - because of jinx.

jinx, who went through a severe childhood trauma that has carried over into her present self - she covers extremely destructive weapons and grenades in bright pinks and blues, neons, childlike doodles, graffiti. (joy and destruction, powder and jinx, a contrast so striking it becomes like a signature for her).

and then we see the world through isha's eyes. when we meet her in episode 2, she's running through sewers, from goons dressed in black; it's grimy and grim. and then all of her recent memories are done in these childlike pastel, almost crayon-y sketches. because what isha saw was jinx covering a dark and grim world in colours.

and so isha covered her world in colour, too.

because jinx made her world bright.

isha looked at jinx and saw the child in her. she saw powder and she saw jinx. she saw joy and destruction. and that's why jinx gave isha so much hope. isha knew the world was grim and dark - but then she watched jinx, and she learned that you can paint over all that grim darkness with neon blue spray paint.

that's why isha believed in hope. that's why in her final moments - in a scene that is lit dimly and dramatically - she sees nothing but a bright world coloured in pastels.

never underestimate the hope of a child.

me, incorrect: everyone is probably sick of me drawing this character by now...

my inner voice, wise: ah, but this cannot be... because I am part of "everyone"... and until I am sick of drawing them... it will not be everyone

me, opening a new blank canvas: ur so right

trying to describe poirot to my friend at trivia night: "if youve seen a detective who looks like this, thats him"

Here's a sketch of my newest chubby son, I love him sm😭💕💕💕💕

Guysss I'm literally so overwhelmed with my classes and homework rn (i kno i always say that, but THIS TIME IT'S LIKE FOR REAL REAL I'M EXHAUSTED), so I don't have either energy or time to draw. Everything I draw now just seems bland and pointless, I'm sorry😞

I kinda liked this silly design tho and it's the only thing that keeps my mental health from shattering tbh