December 26 I opened my eyes
a sweet summer sky full of wonder
a sparkling shore swimming with marine life and acute awareness
At two years old I tried to join my sister's class
they said I wasn't ready; I could have been ready
Six years old I was a student
reading novels, doing advanced math, a social butterfly
mom's perfect daughter
i couldn't have been ready
Twelve, a hurricane
waves hitting, a freight train shattering every bone in the body
disease striking the world, pain striking my mind like no twelve year old should know
my first thoughts of ending it, deep cuts engraving once perfect skin
tears shed, friends lost, incessant dread lurking as the Grim Reaper breathes down my neck
Fifteen, will I ever be ready
newfound friends, love, a new sense of belonging
but still i bleed, they scream, and together we weep, knowing I could have been more
i am drowning in that ocean, burning in the sun
look what's come of be, a wreck, a disaster in the making
I wasn't ready
(I think I got a B+ on this, so ig at least my teacher liked it)
I arted yall 🥳 (it's unfinished btw)
Thanks for the motivation @krystal-kade
Yes I know some proportions are bad okay
I finished reading Charlie is a bad person post and now I'm just over analyzing. It annoys me how Charlie is the Princess of Hell and has no experience of fighting. How the hell is Lucifer ok with the sinners looking down at his own daughter? Why doesn't he have her get used to her powers and explore it? She's over 200 years old and she knows jackshit about her powers. He basically crippled her.
And on another note regarding Val. Doesn't he technically own Angel's soul? If so, let's say Angel was teting to actually redeem himself. Wouldn't he still have to retrieve his soul back from Val? Wouldn't it be awesome if Charlei goes for a round 2 of meeting Val and tries forcing Val to give up Angel's soul back to him. How can she redeem sinners if they don't have his soul
I think Charlie's been looked down on by the people in Hell is supposed to like, make her seem like an underdog? She's super privileged, and is basically a white savior, but I think the point is that she's "just like the sinners" but it was portrayed really badly. Like, Overlords are more respected than their King and creator's daughter. And for the Sin of Pride, how seems awfully ashamed of him and his daughter.
I also think about this a lot. While I don't expect Charlie's going to suddenly fix everyone's problems or save everyone, she doesn't seem to be trying. In six months she has made no progress towards helping Angel. We know overlords can be killed, but does killing them free all their souls? Or is there some sort of Overlord Will they have to write saying who gets these souls? Does Charlie have the power to override the contract? Does Lucifer? Can Overlords willingly end their contract, or is it a no-take-backs kind of a thing? If Overlords can end contracts, why doesn't Charlie order Alastor to gain Angel's soul, then set him free? Why don't Lucifer or Charlie challenge Val for Angel's soul, then free him? Hell, put an end to the ownership of souls. They could absolutely challenge every overlord for the souls they own, then set these souls free? We know so little about Overlords. Is Charlie doing literally everything she can to help Angel? We don't know, because we don't anything about how his contract works. But this lack of information just makes it seem like Charlie doesn't care to help Angel
Girl, what is your pfp 😭
It's like the only pic I have saved, also I thought it was funny
We all know who the king of extra is.
i wish i hated food
i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating
i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out
i hate constantly fighting myself
NATHALIE GET OUT OF MY ROOM I’M BUSY!!!
celebrating a racist team winning the Superbowl and giving your time and money to the nfl solely bc you're a fan of a billionaire who's bf is on the said racist team while the nfl has vocally supported Israel and a bombing was planned around the time morally weak people would be distracted by the game (that plays pro-Israel propaganda commercials during it btw) is truly one of the most dystopian, disgusting, and heartbreaking things i've ever seen.
I’m going to scream. Pushback on the narrative that climate breakdown can be averted by individual decisions centres around the fact that NORMAL PEOPLE do not contribute to a significant amount of carbon emissions cos the average NORMAL PERSON emits 7 tons of CO2 a year. Not Taylor fucking Swift who has emitted over 8000 tons of emissions this year SO FAR. Her CO2 emissions from private jet use alone are equivalent to that of TWO THOUSAND normal people. We absolutely should be blaming individuals if those particular individuals are emitting two thousand people’s worth of emissions.
I’m sorry about all these anons you’ve been getting telling you to “stop whining and enjoy the show” (which translates to “shut up and go criticize my obsession somewhere else where I can’t see it”) they don’t seem to realize that this actually is fun for us as people who care about writing.
Exactly. I think Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss have really interesting worlds to explore, and I love thinking about what could have been done with the story
I also find it really funny, but also mildly infuriating, whenever people tell me they don't want to see my opinions. Because it's literally MY account. Like, these people are coming onto my blog and being mad about my posts? Just block me if you REALLY don't want to see my account, it's really that simple
Like, I'm just having a good time. I'm literally just chilling making silly little posts and it really seems to anger people
Can’t you just like write fanfiction with your ideas like any other person instead of whining about what you want to change in the show. Like you can’t be happy that you’re arguing with hazbin fans for like, almost 50 replies. Who cares what hazbin fans think they’d probably enjoy what you had to write. Ur ideas are great but ur literally arguing for no reason. just write a fanfic 😭 not even trying to be rude. Rewrite to your hearts content viv cannot stop you
Okay I don't think you know what a debate is
Or what whining is
I was not whining. I write posts about my ideas, my personal opinions, and what I, as a fan of Hazbin Hotel, which was different
Those 50+ replies (they're actually like, 90+ but okay, getting your facts wrong, go off) are a debate with a mutual. You clearly don't know anything about this, because we've actually privately messaged and talked plenty. We literally weren't arguing, and we're mutuals who are very friendly with each other
I enjoy discussions. I'm not sitting at home sobbing and screening at my screen like it seems you're imagining. I'm just... having a discussion? Like, have you ever been in a fandom, this is what it's like
"Just write a fanfic." Well thanks for asking I guess, if you're so interested in my writing I am currently working on several stories. But I don't think like, 5 posts about mild criticism are enough to get so mad about