December 26 I opened my eyes
a sweet summer sky full of wonder
a sparkling shore swimming with marine life and acute awareness
At two years old I tried to join my sister's class
they said I wasn't ready; I could have been ready
Six years old I was a student
reading novels, doing advanced math, a social butterfly
mom's perfect daughter
i couldn't have been ready
Twelve, a hurricane
waves hitting, a freight train shattering every bone in the body
disease striking the world, pain striking my mind like no twelve year old should know
my first thoughts of ending it, deep cuts engraving once perfect skin
tears shed, friends lost, incessant dread lurking as the Grim Reaper breathes down my neck
Fifteen, will I ever be ready
newfound friends, love, a new sense of belonging
but still i bleed, they scream, and together we weep, knowing I could have been more
i am drowning in that ocean, burning in the sun
look what's come of be, a wreck, a disaster in the making
I wasn't ready
(I think I got a B+ on this, so ig at least my teacher liked it)
Help-
my friend told me she's obbsessed with Loser Baby and I just-
(btw, she knows nothing about the show and drama so it's better)
I mean, Loser Baby's a pretty good song, but my hatred for this show has given me no choice but to hate it as well
At least it's Loser Baby and not Poison π
Happy Birthday Slimey π’πππ
Happy birthday Slimey from Sesame Street!!! He is 53 today
the unknown my beloved evil chocolate maker who lives in the walls
snape stans will be like βbut james bullied snape!β
like⦠yeah someone had to
EXCUSE ME????
I had a dream about you last night
you committed suicide
That is all i can remember πΆ
Bro that's not a dream that's a prophecy
(I feel the necessity to say this is a joke, I'm fine)
Sonia I told mars about this and said "I immediately knew we were both thinking about the beans" and she fucking said "chili no beans" and nothing else π
pls reblog for sample size etc
follow for more occasional useless polls :)
he/they super gayZ-O-M-B-I-E-S fans please interact π I beg you
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