YOU know, I've never actually fit in anywhere. Not in any fandom, online in general, in real life, anywhere.. I can never make friends or even make others happy.
I forgot, I tried making a gemsona at some point in time, might make more, idk. The design is actually based off of a little piece I have (about the size of a grain of rice) it also looks like a winged gun to me so I drew it as so. :D This is how I felt they would look I guess?
I forgot to mention, I shown my husband those videos of when he was drinking and being really mean... he told me “can you stop showing me these, it’s making me angry at myself” and “that’s only when I’m drunk” (which isn’t true, I mean he is worse when he drinks though” and something along the lines of “you were saying things you knew would bring that out” (though less mean, I just didn’t know how he worded this one, it wasn’t as mean sounding as what I wrote at all, but similar message when it comes down to it” But yeah, this is EXACTLY why I ask him to please stop drinking, to drink a lot less, he always drinks to the point of being drunk, the least he drinks is....maybe a week between drinking?
Please follow me on here if possible, I want to be active on it but it is hard to feel like I should.
Yay, I'm sick, I can't do anything, just wanna rest, no medication or food or anything.
i do not know if you noticed already, but lauren zuke reblogged your lapis sculpture and tagged it #insp and i think you should be aware of that
I did but I didn’t know that part, that is really nice and somewhat shocking to hear haha. Thank you for letting me know :D
Im so sad right now, my art isnt showing up in any tags...i kept trying to fix it through the day but nothing. So much work put into things for no reason as usual. Well, also my laptop is nearly dead, well maybe not dead, just close to being wiped clean and losing all my stuff.
I haven’t done this in a few years but I finally have a sort of price list together, I’m just doing bust-shots for now, but If you are looking for anything else, please ask, I don’t mind discussing it. c:
(this is just where you get the digital files, no physical copy.)
I will draw: people, armor, robo/mechs, anthro, creatures. Payment required before I start, through paypal, (I send invoice first) any questions, just ask.
I won’t draw: ask for now.
I desperately need money, I can’t afford food (I have celiac disease), barely bills and rent as well as financial abuse from our roommate(my dad), I cannot work, I also cannot get ssi and such so stuck in an awkward place. My husband and I are forced to move in a month and a half but have no money saved and am going to lose most of my things and my cats, my husband is so stressed because of my dad and my lack of work that he is threatening to break the lease because we have no food or money for food, he doesn’t get paid until next thursday, I am unable to leave the house by myself without having severe breakdowns and he always gets off too late to do anything else himself. (I am literally stuck in this situation with no other options I’M capable of doing. But I have always planned on selling my art, I just need to do what I can right now) I’ll make a better price list eventually that is more than jist bustshots, I just want to be able to do as much as I can in a timely matter for both sides while testing the waters after all these years If that makes sense.
Thank you so much if you read this.
(Posting so much later then intended)
found A cord....but yeah, gone two weeks and no one respects any of my personal belongings at all....
Haven't posted in awhile so....here are some old works in progress(old as in the pictures are pretty old..) I found myself to love Sans haha.(every character I should say) The drawings will be painted over, or idk I might try my hand at them digitally since I finally have a computer -just no net or good wifi- I'll sculpt Peridot eventually, I just wanna make Yellow Pearl first...but all that has to wait til all my current projects are done. 83 (almost the same poses pfft, didn't notice til side by side)
I hate when I'm so tired but can't sleep, holding something (phone idk) and I have no grip, things fall out of hands and I start getting.drunk vision. Sadly these are the only times I can potentially get a few hours of sleep. So goodmorning, it is almost seven am where I'm at, gonna be up on prob. Anywhere to 2-4 hours.
I am a self taught artist, I mainly create Cryaotic, Steven Universe and random related stuff I like. :D I have a hard time openly talking to others, so please don't get upset if I don't reply/take long to reply, I really appreciate any messages I get~ c: Always open for commissions unless otherwise said. (personal/non art) http://neochondria.tumblr.com/
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