I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy
Why is accepting yourself so hard?
You straight hos have to turn every wlw post to some "my man my man" can we have one thing?
Full of youth
Full of hatred
Full of beauty
Full of rebellion
Full of giggles and smiles
Full of tears and screams
Screams, I am nothing but a meaningless fish in the stream of this fast pace world... no matter how loud I scream nothing i do will be seen
Unless it's a flaw
Something to point and laugh at
The crows caw
It's my time to leave, I can atleast be clean and pretty
Exit without a fight
I must behave like a young lady
unfortunately for me spending money makes me so happy
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Femininity is a flower
A pretty but poisonous one
Admire its beauty from afar
As it's thorns are sharp
Femininity is a flower that blooms and blossoms
Till it cant anymore
Till it's stuck in its shell begging to be let out
Begging for something more
Begging for it to stop
For all of it to stop
Covered in bows and lacey clothes
To hide the pain within
A bottle of diet pepsi
To keep myself thin
For femininity Is a flower
That grows on top of a mountain
And cannot be reached
I cannot be reached
Am I the host
or the parasite that feeds off your attention
I crave your love and your touch
I crave to be the perfect girl for you
I'll change if I could be the one you smile at in the morning
If I could go back to the ray of sunshine I once was
As moments like this
When I travel into the void called my mind
Leave scars all over
Can you heal them
Can you love me if I'm worthy
If I'm sick will you be there for me
Will somebody be there for me
Anyone?
Atp I'm js done with everything, fuck my life