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Am I the host
or the parasite that feeds off your attention
I crave your love and your touch
I crave to be the perfect girl for you
I'll change if I could be the one you smile at in the morning
If I could go back to the ray of sunshine I once was
As moments like this
When I travel into the void called my mind
Leave scars all over
Can you heal them
Can you love me if I'm worthy
If I'm sick will you be there for me
Will somebody be there for me
Anyone?
How to stop having crushes on my best friends no glue no borax?
Full of youth
Full of hatred
Full of beauty
Full of rebellion
Full of giggles and smiles
Full of tears and screams
Screams, I am nothing but a meaningless fish in the stream of this fast pace world... no matter how loud I scream nothing i do will be seen
Unless it's a flaw
Something to point and laugh at
The crows caw
It's my time to leave, I can atleast be clean and pretty
Exit without a fight
I must behave like a young lady
And the ho decided to cancel plans with me
Atp I'm js done with everything, fuck my life
I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy