lavenderrvalleyy
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In regards to my most recent/pinned post, I do have an art trade with someone here I haven't finished,
to that person I will finish it and send it to you via dm! Thank you for the epic art again :3
I'm abandoning this account, and possibly tumblr as a whole.
Honestly, I've been considering a fresh new start for a while now. I didn't have a good reason too though, until now.
In the light of recent events involving my main fandom, I've come to feel increasingly unsafe in the conditions here. I made the mistake of letting my guard down, but really it was unwise to assume that ANY fandom would be sane and respectful for long. People here failed to realize that all parties involved in the recent events were MINORS. I'm seeing 20+ year olds dogpiling these people, calling them "sickening" at best. These are 16 year olds, you can't expect them to think like adults. If we as adults in a fandom cannot treat drama between teens with grace then I want no part in it. Therefore, I'm leaving.
However, this isn't the only reason I'm going out. Over the past few months my experience with this website has increasingly affected my mental health negatively, practically setting me back years worth of medicinal therapy. It's affected my abilities in college and I've been starting to exhibit behavioral problems. I've made more enemies on here than friends, which is not a big number but I'd rather not let it grow any further.
Will I return? I can't really say right now because I'm to distressed to think about it for the long run. If yes, it will most likely be on a new account (and maybe even a different website/app), and my sona and subject matter for art will very likely be different. I may still doodle pizza tower stuff from time to time on it ;3
Will I delete this account? Nah. I'll keep it around for the good memories I made here. I may even return to it but... unlikely. I just need a change of scenery, and a better environment for myself before things get worse for me and others. Hopefully I will be able to do more without the distraction of this website.
An enormous thank you to all who have treated me with love and respect here, I will never forget you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜✨
"Oh no!! People are harassing this poor defenseless minor!! Let's help them by harassing the other defenseless minor, that's a great idea. I'm so smart :)"
Fun fact: There are no bigger hypocrites than famous people in fandoms with a massive cult following who air their thoughts on how a fandom should be in the most tasteless possible way, not even caring who gets affected by their ideology (minors, mentally disabled people? ah fuck em/sarcastic) while their rabid fans agree and maim anyone who goes against their lord and savior *insert famous fan artist/writer/whatever the fuck they do*.
Fun fact:
Famous people in fandoms are just people too they have flaws and can be wrong and to insanely bad harm to others wether they mean to or not. This is why using your words wisely and pushing personal feelings aside during criticism is important at times.
Fun fact:
Your personal disgust towards something inherently harmless is not a good basis for morality testing.
Fun fact:
You could just shut up.
IMPORTANT: My Situation and GoFundMe
Hola y hello, to those who don't know who I am. I'm Itzel aka Kawaiipony Productions. I'm a 17 y/o (mostly Mlp) YouTuber. I'm non-binary asexual biromantic (he/she/they) and I'm also an AuDHDer. And well, I need help. I live in an emotionally abusive household and my own “father” is my abuser. And while my mom isn’t as bad and my relationship with her has gotten better in recent years, she has still caused harm even by letting a lot of this slide.
Around February 18th, 2022, my parents snooped on my phone and found out I was trans. They had taken my phone, tablet, and Nintendo Switch. Which I wouldn’t mind too much if I didn’t purchase majority of these. I bought my tablet myself sometime around 2018 to 2019 with my own money. And I split half and half with one of my sisters to buy our Switch. That is hundreds not only stolen, but also destroyed as they’ve broken my tablet (which was around $300-350 when I bought it) previous instances it’s been taken from me. And I have not received any of these devices since.
Not only that, but my abuser in the past few years of me dealing with this abusive relationship has threatened multiple things on me such as kicking me out of the house, sending me to the military without my consent, and sending me to my family in México to “straighten me out.” Not to mention his constant ableism towards me. From being anti-vax (a very ableist rhetoric towards autistics), forcing me to mask (in the neurodivergent way, not literally, he’s ironically anti-max (which is also horrible btw)), etc.
This has led to me secretly doing my job as a part-time YouTuber for the past 2 years now, especially since I was forced to delete the previous Kawaiipony Productions channel cause of him. I have a GFM to help fund me for being able to get proper equipment again for doing my work. Not only that, but also possibly for things I plan to get once I turn 18 such as starting to get therapy, medication for my ADHD, etc. And now that I started dating my girlfriend, Vikki, I want to start saving some of this money to possibly meet her irl sometime next year.
I am taking a few small paid jobs for work right now, but it’s still not enough for my situation. So, you may ask, how can I help? Well, if you have the money, donate to my GFM. My GFM goal is $2,000 and I still need around $1,200 for reaching my goal. I also have adoptables for sale right now for $25 each. If you can’t financially help, then you can share not only my GFM, but my work. From my artwork, my videos on YouTube, and projects I’ve been a part of as a voice actor, animator, and/or artist. Any of this helps support me through everything going on in my life. I could really use it right now. So any and all support helps me out. Thank you all for reading this thread, I appreciate any and all support I need!!!
-Itzel C.D. aka Kawaiipony Productions
Ways to support me!!!
My YouTube channel:
My GoFundMe:
Current Adoptables for Sale:
glad my other post reached its target audience lmao
U uhm
what the fuck (MASSIVE FUCKING CONTENT WARNING FOR ANIMAL HARM, DO NOT LOOK UP THIS ACCOUNT, JUST REPORT. I REPEAT, DO NOT LOOK THIS ACCOUNT)
so I need everyone to do me a favor and report @/knotlikestace which is an account (bot or not, I really don't know and I'm not brave enough to find out) with explicit irl zoo content that just tried to fucking follow me right now... i think i'm going to be fucking sick jesus christ... im actually fucking nauseus good god get it out of my head get it out
✨🩵The Best Gift for a Scarred Soul (Part 1)🩵✨
"Hey mio caro, I'm going to give-a Gus a little visit! I'll try to be home as soon as possible for-a dinner, capiche?"
"Yeah no problem love! Please say hi to Gus for me! Haven't seen him in a while now!"
"Fatto! See you soon tesoro! Good luck with the cookies! Ti amo!"
🎶🎵*Humming "That's Amore"*🎶🎵
"What a peaceful night~..."
"The bright colors around are so cool and comforting..."
*Whine...*
"Ghuh- ... Huh? What is..."
"*Gasp!* Oh, mio dio! An abandoned puppy... And it's-a shaking!"
"Hi puppy! Oh dio..."
"Gnawww... Who would've done this to you, Piccola cosa... You must-a be hungry and cold, huh?"
"I'm not-a going to hurt you, okay?
"Mio Diohoho! You're certainly pocket sized-a! Look at you ... You're adorable!"
"But... You seem..."
"... Rather familiar..."
"Too familiar to be-a completely honest...
"Aaand... This is Manchita! She's was my childhood comfort plushie!"
"I've kept it since it was given to me at a very young age!"
✨🩵The Best Gift for a Scarred Soul (Part 1)🩵✨
"Hey mio caro, I'm going to give-a Gus a little visit! I'll try to be home as soon as possible for-a dinner, capiche?"
"Yeah no problem love! Please say hi to Gus for me! Haven't seen him in a while now!"
"Fatto! See you soon tesoro! Good luck with the cookies! Ti amo!"
🎶🎵*Humming "That's Amore"*🎶🎵
"What a peaceful night~..."
"The bright colors around are so cool and comforting..."
*Whine...*
"Ghuh- ... Huh? What is..."
"*Gasp!* Oh, mio dio! An abandoned puppy... And it's-a shaking!"
"Hi puppy! Oh dio..."
"Gnawww... Who would've done this to you, Piccola cosa... You must-a be hungry and cold, huh?"
"I'm not-a going to hurt you, okay?
"Mio Diohoho! You're certainly pocket sized-a! Look at you ... You're adorable!"
"But... You seem..."
"... Rather familiar..."
"Too familiar to be-a completely honest...
"Aaand... This is Manchita! She's was my childhood comfort plushie!"
"I've kept it since it was given to me at a very young age!"
So... Rift of the Necrodancer, huh?
He's heard what some of y'all have been saying about his outfit... he's not much of a fan ._.
Peppino's true form, the form that many are unable to handle. You're lucky to be alive, most pass out or die from the radioactive intensity of this man's happiness beams. Me on the other hand, live on these happiness beams. /hj
I feel like I've been drawing emotionless Peppino a lot.
so this time the theme is
🌼happiness look of Peppino.🌼
OWAH WHO ARE YOU
autistic anger issues are So Much. i have my temper more under control now in that i rly dont yell/lash out anymore but i do regularly boil inside with incandescent uncontainable rage over something inconsequential and then it evaporates in the span of ten minutes. incomparable
My honest reaction as someone who recovered from psychotic depression that gave me delusions that nearly killed me + the sibling of someone who also suffers from delusions that affect their daily life.
I had never watched Inside Out 2 before. I truly wasn't expecting to hear the word delulu in that movie. I'm enraged that it's being said just like any other word in a movie for kids. It's incredibly insulting for all those who truly experience delusions, and other symptoms of mental health issues.
You are at a bar, and are asked to hook up by the person selected by this wheel. What's your response?
HEHEHEHE I love it, it's awesome X3c thank you so much!!
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜✨
My half of an art trade with @lavenderrvalleyy
Dragon Pep is having a late night working at the computer (he's playing Solitare). On long nights like this, it's nice to have some company!
Thank you for trading with me!
YESSS more of her!!! <3 <3 <3
Trix in Different AU'S (Part 2) ✨
Failure Tower (By @bigboybird)
According to Wea Tower x Pizza Tower's timeline, Peppino was supposed to save Trix from falling from the tower since Pizzahead pushed her at the end of the Bossfight. Peppino had to escape the Tower and save everybody, and grab Trix before she hit the ground from falling off the tower!
But what if Peppino didn't save her in this AU? I have a pic of the bad ending where she... Uhhh dies. But it's very explicit honestly. I'll refrain myself from putting it here.
Failure! Trix is hungry for revenge and full of resentment. Even in her afterlife she craves for the desired despair and anguish of Peppino and Gus.
All Stars Tower (By @bigboybird)
It was very, very fun to design Trix in this AU!! she's supposed to be a 80's singer. I imagine her voice claim as Jenny Berggren from Ace of Base for some reason lol-
She's very sweet and friendly! She sometimes offers others to be a backup singer! ✨
Book Store AU (By @littlewhiterabbitb)
Well, I present you Trix the Mastermind!
I don't really know much about this AU, but since I've seen it's full of mystical creatures, idk why a puppet/voodoo doll came to my mind- And i love this Trix also!! She has hypnotic powers and can She can remove her body parts and she won't feel any pain since she's made of Fabric and cotton. Or at least that's what is known... ✨
Well, that was all! Keep giving me your AU's so I can put my little Trixie on them! Don't be shy (*´ω｀*)
TRIX TIMEEE HEHEHE ✨🩵✨
✨Trix in different AU's!✨
Pizza Cruise (by @lunar-dal)
Trix Valenzuela is our classic Trix but she comes from the South Zone of Chile. In the cruise, unfortunately nobody can understand her accent, But people have heard her sometimes yodelling something like "UYUI!" when she's happy or jolly. She likes to prepare traditional chilean food for the other sailors to eat and try. They say its very tasty!! 💜
Wintry Tower (by @lunar-dal)
Trix in this AU works in a cafeteria in a cozy little cabin called "Trix's Cozyhouse" She makes sure everybody can take a break after the skiing, skateboarding, ski jumping, etc! She serves cookies, Tea, Coffee, Pie, Cake, Sandwiches, Homemade Bread and her famous Hot Cocoa!
She also has a degree in Nursing and First aid. So if someone is injured, you know who to call! ✨
Noir Tower (by @lunar-dal)
Trix in this AU also works in a Café. She works 10 hours a day as a pastry chef and she seems to not get any break. You can assure her 10 work shift will worth it. She has a goddess hand with pastries!
Just don't be rough with her. She has suffered enough.
Summer Camp AU (by @cutechan555)
Trix, or also known on the Camp as "Tía Trixie" is Peppino's sweet and cheerful assistant. She has a pinch of "Pinkie Pie" vibes to her personality. She's enthusiastic, optimistic and kind. She always looks at the good side of everything even if it seems it has no solution! She loves to gift neon bracelets, dance, do braids, gift candies and encourage everyone to do all kind of activities!! 💜✨
Torre de Boludos (by @simplefanatic)
Trix. Or in this AU known as "La Trini" is Trix but she's from Argentina. You can see her wandering around with perhaps a different phone everyday. Not quite sure its hers though. Maybe in a disco or in a nearby park smoking or at a nearby bar watching football. She's sweet but I really don't recommend you to provoke her.
For your wallet's sake lmao
(I'm so sorry Argentinian People-)
Well. These were all the AU's that were commented on this post ⬇️!
You can still send me your AU's so I can add Trix on them, if you'd like!! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
Forgot to post this oops
have my sona being a loaf while Peppino plays them a beautiful melody. I only drew Omnis for this one, everything else was made by @blackido and the original art/template can be found here.
Yaaaaa more Trixie with Peppi!!! <3 I adore the aura of this so much, relaxing and wonderful ^w^
Art trade with @jav-animations
I love this ship so much. As you asked, I drew them sitting on the seats of a cafe. Especially outside of landscape! I hope you like it, I think this is the lovely work ever🥰
"Reference Sheets"/Doodles of Puffy and Truffy!!! Also, haven't told you but Puffy also has a ship, I ship her with Vigi 💜
I really love these two, and I shall make more about them cuz ... My babies!! 💜💕
Also the fact that I treat all my OC's as my children even if some of them are older than me, idk, it's kinda funny I guess hehehe X'3
Aaaaand... I may have clarified myself with the ages of each one! With Trix i already stated before that she's 39 years old! But... Puffy is 45 years old and Truffy is 19 years old! ✨
I will make one for Trix and Sofi aswell! Hope you like these :D
Look at this beautiful artwork of beautiful people wauguhaa *happy cruying* this is so cool eeeee!!!
Art trade with @jav-animations <3
Lovely date ✨💕
"can we normalize-" NO!!!!!! we do not need to expand whats considered normal!!! we need to teach people to stop reacting judgmentally when encountering something new and weird!!!! things dont need to be normal to be respected!!!!!!!!!!
^^^ I second this. As someone who's admittedly a little too ok with sharing their F/Os, I think clumping all people who are nonsharing and demonizing them is not the way to go here. Being a nonsharer does not inherently make you bad or annoying, you are allowed to feel pain and discomfort over sharing. As long as you do not actively harrass and attack other users you are allowed to feel how you feel, express yourselves, and vent about your emotions.
"Well, why can't I vent over nonsharers? Aren't I allowed to feel bothered too?" You don't understand, it's more than just "bothered". It's painful. For many, the idea or image of their f/o with someone other than themselves gives them a deep personal pain. Thats why people vent, because of the pain. Does the existence of nonsharers give you a deep personal pain, or is it just annoyance? Either way, consider blocking, moving on, and keep the complaints about them to yourself. It's healthier for everyone involved.
That being said, nonsharers get behind me. I'm ready to take a bullet for y'all ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
NONSHARERS TRY NOT TO BE HYPOCRITICAL CHALLENGE, GO!
Been a while since I've posted any silly stuff for myself, so have some weird insects splooting on your dash.
Moodboards for my Pizza Tower Girlies!!
Trix Empanada 💙🌀
Patricia Creampuff (Puffy) ❤️🍒
Truffles The Cavalier (Truffy) 💜🐾
Fake Trix (Sofi) 🧡🍦
I really want to create and show you more about the rest of the Wea Tower cast, I haven't shown you enough!!
I hope you like these 💜
”you can just make an oc” you dont understand anything. the character needs to mutate naturally until unrecognizable. like all evolutionary processes it takes time. you can’t force it or it doesn’t take. you must endure weird ooc thematically discordant versions of a guy until they bud off into beautiful new life. have patience
Don't ask why but this gave me a mad craving for cinnamon rolls...
You zaw my vizion 👍✨
@lavenderrvalleyy
Thiz waz very zilly indeed zo I drew it