Gonna Be Super Late For Tonight's Stream So If I Don't Stream At 7 Like Im Supposed To, Just Know That

Gonna be a wee bit late to the stream! Computer got updates but the damn thing is stuck on 100% installation :|

But we shall continue with our Twisted Wonderland watch party with book 4 so get y'alls snacks!

As much as I would love to stream tonight, the storms around us is getting pretty bad. Im gonna go ahead and cancel tonight's stream just to be safe.

If tomorrow looks good and there aren't any scary storms then I might stream on Thursday but if not then I shall wait for Monday with our regular schedule!

Sorry about that everyone, but please be safe!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!

(Cylestia is my mom btw! :D)

I hope everyone has a wonderful new year and happy holidays! Let's go into the new year head held high for we survived another year!

Image w/out words under read more :D

Yes the lighting looks weird and the mugs look off, but I still hope this makes everyone feel cozy and warm in the end! uwu

Update

Hey everyone!

Sorry I've been absent for the past..what? a couple of months? Shit has just been happening so I haven't had time to stream, make a video, or even post anything orz

So to catch everyone up on what's been going on, my room is slowly getting destroyed by water.

So I'm still sleeping out in the living room since my floor is starting to warp like...really badly. So bad that I have to walk on the floor beams so I don't fall through my waterlogged floor. On top of that, the hole that the raccoon created is still not completely fixed. Me and mom had checked the room a couple of days ago and there’s some mold slowly growing on the ceiling not too far from the hole. So even if everything was fixed I still wouldn't be able to sleep in there.

A family member did come over to make a temporary fix for both the hole and floor about a month or so ago, but the temporary fix for the hole just fell off a day or two ago so now I smell wet installation every time I walk in.

On top of that, the water is spreading into the hallway and bathroom. So we have to watch our step everytime we go near my room or the bathroom least we will start to sink.

So I’m gonna have to pack my belongings and move them somewhere else least they accidentally get waterlogged, fall forward, or through the floor.

But there is some good news to share.

I never really said all of this out in the open like this but basically Mom had a heart attack about 3ish years ago, she had gotten heart surgery and what not but the surgeon fucked up somewhere cuz not only did she still feel pain from the surgery, but the bottom part of where they had made the incision never healed causing more problems. It’s been like this ever since she got the heart surgery. On top that, just recently an actual, honest-to-good wire that they had used to keep the ribs together became loose and had started to poke out of the hole that never closed on her chest.

We had been trying to get this fixed for the past 3ish years, yet almost every doctor we talked to didn't want to actually do anything and kept telling us to go to different doctors, plastic surgeons, or back to the original surgeon who did this to begin with. The main problem was that the original surgeon that had done her heart surgery in the first place had retired, the plastic surgeons outright said ‘we can't do anything until you talk to a heart surgeon,’ or another doctor didn't want to touch her in fear of a POSSIBLE lawsuit. ORZ

This was twice as frustrating since the closest hospital that treats this sort of thing is an hour long from our house, and my very easily motion-sick ass didn't help things either.

We had only just now found a doctor who could help take the wires out and clean her wound so it could heal properly and not cause any pain to her. I'm still unbelievably pissed that it took this long for an actual doctor to finally help us instead of sending us off on another wild goose chase that would last for actual months. Thankfully, everything went as planned, the doctor made sure to clean everything up. Right now, she's out of surgery and is catching some much-needed Z’s. We would have gone home today, but her right eye was hurting so badly that we opted to stay at the hospital overnight.

That's what has happened these past few months. Sorry if this post looks like the ramblings of a madman, I haven't had a a decent night of sleep these last couple of days so my vision is a bit blurry. >_<

I'm gonna go ahead and say that I won't be streaming this week.

My room is still getting cleaned/fixed after the Raccoon Disaster of 2023, and I don't feel like inhaling installation or other gross stuff while gaming. I would stream in my living room but is really not the best place to stream at.

On top of that, we are expected to have some bad storms coming our way tonight and I need to see where water will come in so my room doesn't turn into a gross swimming pool 🧍‍♀️

At least I wasn't sick this time but man, hopefully next week will be better cuz last week and this week has not been it o(-<

Blazing Jewels Ost - Diasomnia

Google Drive Links: Track 1/Track 2

Other Dorm songs: Scarabia/Ignihyde/Octavinelle/Savanaclaw/Diasomnia

Full Body Art - Blue Ghost

I completely forgot, while I do have a full 3D body model of Blue (which I will show in a later post), I have a full-body image I drew years ago that shows what she should look like.

Vroid is excellent don't get me wrong, but the amount of things I need to add to the model outside of Vroid is a lot. o(-< Like nails for example! I'll have to make the long nails in Blender then attach them to the model in Unity. >:T

Gonna be a wee bit late!

Was doing a scan on my computer and its taking it's time going through the 90%'s >:|

It's Spooky Month!

It's happening, the best time of year! To celebrate, I will be streaming during October over on Twitch (or Youtube depending on if Twitch hates the game I'm playing) and playing a bunch of spooky games.

Streaming Schedule!

The current plan is to stream on Monday - Wednesday, from 6:30ish pm to 9:30 - 10 pm (depending on where I am at in the game).

This is so I can rest up properly and join @dysiver's streams as he's also playing scary games during October! :D

Games List!

These are the games I have planned for this month. This list could change depending on certain factors (how fast I complete the games, if they bug out, if I can keep up with my own schedule, etc), but this is the gist of what I want to play:

Silent Hill 1-4

Medievil 1 & 2 (PS1 Classic ver)

Haunting Ground

American Mcgee's Alice

Goetia 1 & 2 (2 is buggy so we'll see how far we get.)

Devil Came Through Here trilogy (Downfall, The Cat Lady, Lorelai) (Might record off-stream to censor the games)

SCRATCHES - Directors cut

Parasite Eve (with a twist)

Of course, things could be changed around if my computer can't handle running them while streaming. In those cases, I will try to record them off-stream and upload them onto Youtube.

Speaking of, don't feel bad if you can't watch any of the streams during the entire month! I will be uploading all the vods onto my Youtube channel as soon as I can. Later down the line I plan to edit them so they can be more fun to watch. :)

And that's it! Hopefully, this will be a fun Spooky month for everyone!