As Much As I Would Love To Stream Tonight, The Storms Around Us Is Getting Pretty Bad. Im Gonna Go Ahead

“恣意天変” (capricious natural disaster) full Diasomnia song mv

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Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.

Sorry everyone, but i'm not gonna stream tonight.

My mom is having a bit of a sick day and im having really bad sleep episodes despite having slept all of last night and the night before. I swear we'll finish Parasite Eve but just not tonight ;-;

Sorry everyone, im gonna have to cancel tonight's stream. I'm regrettably sick, and while that doesn't usually stop me, this time I can barely talk cuz of my throat ;-;

Idk if I'll stream tomorrow but we will see how I feel by then, hopefully better ;-;

Non-Edited image beneath break ;)

Me omw to suck the soul outta ya steal y'alls candy >:)

Will be a bit late to the stream!

My computer is giving me so much sass today! >:T

Hello, Blue! Can you tell Dys on discord that he sucks toes? Hope you're doing well! uwu

No, cuz he will take my snacks away and I worked very hard to steal those ( V~V )

Also I'm doing ok, thank you Anon! C:

I’ll add my stream schedule to the pinned post but I stream on Tuesday's and Thursdays at 8pm.

But the reason I am making this post is because I'm gonna have to cancel tonights stream. I ended up with heat stroke and I feel violently ill >_<

Tuesday's just aren't my day it seems :c Hopefully I can stream on Thursday but we’ll see if I feel better by then

Introduction

Welcome to my blog. A friend of mine suggested this website, showed me the ropes, and now I'm here. Since I haven't used my real name in decades, you can just call me Blue. I am a witch that died centuries ago, and long story short my soul was transferred to a doll's body after being infected with a disease that was created by a Lovecraftian nightmare hellbent on making Earth part of its body. I am ready to do this...blog thing. Also, if you notice anything odd just ignore it.

OOC: I stream whenever I can, but when I do I try to stream on Tuesdays and Thursdays at 8 p.m. I like to play old and indie games so if that is your thing come on by my Twitch. I also occasionally post videos on my YouTube as well :)

I also have a summary of Blue's backstory if anyone wants to read it. Just know that It's long and it's told from Blue's perspective.

RULES: -Please be 18+, I'm not a Lewdtuber by any means but I still don't feel comfortable with minors following me.

-Please don't ask personal questions (e.g. where I live, how old I am, etc). Some questions are fine but the real personal ones I just won't answer.

-Obviously don't be rude, hateful, yatta yatta you should know how to act like a decent person by now.

-When I post art, all I ask is to not have them reposted anywhere. I know my art isn't amazing but I still want to say it just in case. I'll add any more if I remember anything else, brain no work o(-<