your luxury was worth that light my pleasure,
my imagination of you is all that matters,
the secret language for your body
took my will to hold on my sins,
forgetting all the darkness,you're
making me sick to reveal.
-t.f.s.
I am air to feel ,
born to breathe in the sea ,
deep open ocean.
-t.f.s.
What people don't understand in a relationship is that it's not grey...
It's black and white
You're either loyal or you're a cheat
It's either bigotry or it's honesty
You either care about them for real or it's just a play pretend
If it's for real ,you are enough for your better half
If not ,then no amount self doubts can match and counter it
And somewhere in your gut you see those lines... But you chose to ignore it
So if you have this love that just blinds you
Always remember misery love company
And you need to do everything you can to grow out of it....
In depths of evil,
fingers in the dirt pray
to welcome God's darkness,
to take us upper in the air.
Floating secrets hidden in minds,
mouths covered with mud
to grow a poison so good,
feel the tearing pleasure,
plague is coming to greet us.
On the other side
enemy accepts defeat
while darkness peers in.
-t.f.s.
That's wow.
Hopefully -
In seven years I’ll be a different person,
And in my stride
I seem to find
That belief an assertion.
It’s not as if I’m struggling,
To find out who I am.
It’s just that thought of deep unrest is bubbling,
To the surface,
Again.
To be alone cathartic,
Apart from life
A part of life.
To regain my composure,
To ensure I find closure.
There are meanings to these thoughts
These thoughts I feel and hold.
There’s times upon the horizon,
Still yet to be told.
There’s loss upon my path, to radiant perfection.
Wether it be at my hands or through times of inflection.
It’s impossible to feel loss,
Without once having had.
So that’s will be my goal,
A story yet untold.
I’ll collect many more memories, and experiences.
And have myself,
To mould.
Your heart is wounded
in an empty hole all the
way back into soul .
-t.f.s.
People weren't capable of creating light.
They just stayed behind the ashes and smell of destruction painted in a black hole.
Before it could attack, the void was a spiral that fed itself with your soul.
“But you have to manage that , you have to learn how to be alive after dying again and again. The art of recovery is to want to be alive after plenty of deaths.”
-t.f.s