I am flesh, I am a memory, a simple thought easily forgotten, hardly perceived sometimes I am not myself and whoever I am in those moments cannot be trusted yet they've been allowed monopoly over my mind, or at least a mind that we share, I cannot collect my thoughts as they cannot collect me, I am a moment, an experience, a sensation, often wanted often not, hardly anything special,. Yet I ache for completion, an almost parasitic hunger, I attempt to devour myself, lest I be consumed by another,as my lungs battle the weakness that infected them, whatever pride I had mustered laid dead before me, as I made my peace on my knees, ever obedient To those that would do me harm, yet in rare moments that I am not who I say I am trust not my words of obedience and meekness for violence and bloody revolt follows soon after, I am a stone upon the pathway, to cause you to stumble or to be used against your enemies. I am a cool evening breeze, that either brings comfort and relief, or heralds a greater storm to come, I am a leaf, fallen and dried resting beneath a tree surrounded by kindling, to be crushed beneath your feet to your satisfaction or to nurse a spark that would set the whole forest ablaze, I am nothing to you but what I can give, i can be your aide, a warning or simply your undoing
Mephistos-stuff
That's wow.
Hopefully -
In seven years I’ll be a different person,
And in my stride
I seem to find
That belief an assertion.
It’s not as if I’m struggling,
To find out who I am.
It’s just that thought of deep unrest is bubbling,
To the surface,
Again.
To be alone cathartic,
Apart from life
A part of life.
To regain my composure,
To ensure I find closure.
There are meanings to these thoughts
These thoughts I feel and hold.
There’s times upon the horizon,
Still yet to be told.
There’s loss upon my path, to radiant perfection.
Wether it be at my hands or through times of inflection.
It’s impossible to feel loss,
Without once having had.
So that’s will be my goal,
A story yet untold.
I’ll collect many more memories, and experiences.
And have myself,
To mould.
They asked me what it's like to be the oldest soul. But souls have no age, they just transfer anywhere in their free lives, being capable of creating many stories in many places. They aren't like us, they can be invisible and you won't feel them, but they embrace your whole material body while they are the anchor. I hope you understand how bad is to be the prisoner. They are the feeling you cannot stand up from bed. The noise that comes out from your head. The freedom you've been longing for. But souls need escape. They are just tired living inside a body,like they are locked in another space of chaos. Try to reach yourself by being productive in the name of nature.
-t.f.s.
-t.f.s.
It hurts the most when
you get through it all and , still ,
you are a gray zone .
-t.f.s.
In depths of evil,
fingers in the dirt pray
to welcome God's darkness,
to take us upper in the air.
Floating secrets hidden in minds,
mouths covered with mud
to grow a poison so good,
feel the tearing pleasure,
plague is coming to greet us.
— You don't need to follow something/ someone because they're pretty. Make yourself prettier than anything else.
via weheartit
After april's windy session
darkness vanished and sun came
rain stopped and flowers drew
each corner making beautiful view.
-t.f.s.