Dean And Cas Having A ~moment~ In The Rain

Look, I don't believe in fate or any sort of higher power, but I do have one singular instance where I've been questioning it.

(TLDR: I got super lucky and randomly got a gp who had a lot of past experience with tourettes syndrome when I first developed symptoms)

When I was 13 I developed a very sudden and severe tic disorder (aka tourettes syndrome) so my mom took me to the doctor. I shared a gp with my mom cause that's just how it works where I live, but this particular day she was out sick, so I got a substitute. Said substitute did not actually work at the medical practice at this time, and was just filling in for a few days.

But it turns out that this doctor had previously worked in psychiatric care, specializing in youth with neurological condition, including tourettes. Aka, she had a lot of knowledge AND contacts.

(Side note, mental health care in norway is horrendous, especially if you're under 18, they are extremely understaffed and the waitlists are often over 6 months. And unfortunately these wait lists can be sped up if you just have someone on your side who calls them a lot and demands they see you sooner. This is very unfortunate for people who don't have a support system that can pull strings etc for them)

So the doctor put me on a pill that had shown some success in minimizing tics, so that I'd hopefully not give myself wiplash or any other lasting damage to my neck and spine, while waiting for a session with a specialist. (Said pill worked a lil bit but I still have lasting back issues from the intense tics 8 years later) She then immedeately referred me to a psychiatrist that specialized in tics and treating them.

Now, I was very lucky to have a SHORT waiting time, but it was still 3 months, and if you have hundreds of tics a day you can do some pretty intense damage to your body in 3 months, and the only reason I got in so fast was due to the doctor's contacts.

I had regular follow ups with said doctor, cause it turns out she was placed at that doctor's practice for an extended amount of time, and it just made sense that she would follow up on this particular case.

Once the treatment and stuff started to have an effect, the doctor had gotten a permanent possision at the practice and was sharing patients with another doctor to help lighten the load. So I could simply fill out a form and badabim badaboom she was my official gp (changing gps in norway is very dofficult, cause everyone's lists with the maximum amount of patients they can have is completely full, with a bunch waiting, and the only time a spot opens up is if someone dies, but I was really lucky as she was just getting started and basically had an empty list)

She is still my doctor to this day, and really great at what she does. And I'm extremely thankful for the fact that she was there that first day and that she had the possibility to follow up

Just Dean and Cas being very happy together in Dean's bedroom in the bunker after the finale in which Dean absolutely did not die and Cas did not get sent to superhell😚😚

What if Dean died first?

Sometimes I get stressed out that I'm not careful enough on the internet

Then I remember elderly people are downloading every wack ass popup they find and filling out their info to anyone who asks, and they are fine (for the most part)

And then I feel a lot better about the fact that I tend to accept cookies

Some endverse!destiel I forgot to post on here

It's like "damn its kinda cold out" cold if its less than 0°C, but for it to be like "shit its cold!" Its gotta be like -10°C

I live in norway

what temperature do u consider cold and where do u live? 👀

Cas holding demon!deans face? don’t mind if I do-

Decided to redraw one of my OLD destiel drawings

I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test

For some reason elderly people keep approaching me witch random questions, and I have no idea why. So here is a list with some of my encounters that I will be adding onto as more happen

(For reference I am very visibly a lesbian with short hair, I usually wear all black or at least dark clothes, I have snakebites and a septum and usually am wearing large noice cancelling headphones)

- An old lady in the middle of a mall, with a BUNCH of people around, came up to me, ehile I was walking kinda rushed with my headphones on to get to work on time, to ask me about where another store was (I have no sense of direction and am the absolute worst person to ask)

-I was eating lunch outside in town with a friend, when an elderly man came up to us and just really wanted to chat about Cissi Klein and WW2

-I was at the store picking up a sixpack of iced coffee when a slightly older woman asked me to give her an introduction to the different kinds of iced coffee, cause she had a grandchild that was coming to visit who she knew really liked iced coffee

-I was headed for the bus after school, and the road was icy, an an old woman asked me to help her cross the road (never been this scared in my life, cause I was absolutely not confident in my own body to not slip on the ice, and just imagined taking down this frail old lady, but thankfully it turned out okay)

-An old lady at the bus stop last summer who just really wanted a chat. Not about anything in particular, just the weather etc. She actually was really nice, so I took a later bus than planned to just talk to her a bit

Now, I don't mind these interactions, but often times they ask me about stuff I don't feel confident answering, ESPECIALLY when it comes to directions. And I dont usually present myself as a very approachable person, and due to my headphones I am kinda hard to make contact with. So I truly just dont understand what it is about me that is so violently friendly or approachable that is just surpasses all the things that should make the older generation NOT want to talk to me