"well, He's Still Talking..."

The Stormlight Archive: Secret History

(video by nathanthecatlady)

I was kicked out of my best friend’s wedding party and then the next week I was told I wasn’t allowed at the wedding. It’s been a year and haven’t spoken with her. Still not over it.

why does no one talk about how friends can break your heart so devastatingly intimately sometimes a million times worse than romantic partners why does no one talk about friend break ups

I made a mossy stone path border!

Yes

Me during most conversations that require my opinion.

“we all know why” just say it’s because they’re white. say it out loud with your whole entire chest. trump supporters aren’t being stopped from storming government buildings because THEY! ARE! ALL! WHITE! that’s it. just say it.

Dad kept hiding pine nuts in the pages of this magazine and letting Edgar root around for them.

(Edgar cannot be released to the wild due to an injury. He now works as an ambassador bird and general household nuisance.)

this is my FB cover photo, i have zero mention on what the colors are supposed to mean so only anyone already in the know will understand. baby steps

Low key wanna shake things up and make it general knowledge via Facebook that I’m asexual but low key not ready to find out how many of my friends don’t think I exist so

I hate that I can have an okay day. Come home. And one fucking comment can ruin my attitude. People have asked me why I'm so spiteful...because I could have cured cancer and my family would still nag me about a can of coke I left on MY desk before I went and cured cancer and i hadn't thrown the can away yet

You are not alone. I don’t know your specific situation but my asexuality is like a roller-coaster; some days I’m proud and comfortable and other days I feel ashamed and broken. My family is difficult. Only one person in my family, my cousin, knows I’m asexual. I have a deep fear of ever telling anyone else. I don’t talk much at family gatherings so I hear everything they say, nothing I’ve heard lends me to believe they would be supportive. The three friends I’ve told, had no idea how to react so they didn’t. It makes me feel very lonely. 

Does anyone else know what it’s like to be  an asexual? Does anyone know how frustrating it is? please tell me I’m not alone, please tell me someone understands what I’m going through, my pain.