I Hate How Much I Dont Hate Food

I feel like my scale isn’t accurate enough. I know I’m heavier than that. Every time I weigh at the drs I’m heavier. How will I know if I’m ever actually at my ugw? I fucking hate it

want to snack?

here’s a list of things to do instead :)

low intensity activities

read (helps if it’s on of your favorites that sucks you right in) !!

watch youtube/netflix/tiktok

stretch

sing

practice an instrument

knit or crochet

headphones on and lip sync in the mirror to music

headphones on and daydream to music

go on a slow and casual nature walk

paint or draw

journal

chat with a friend

sew or embroider something

shower

do your nails

pluck your eyebrows

give yourself a facial massage

online shop (or window shop) !!

daydream about your celebrity crush ;) fr tho

bubble bath

practice doing your makeup

practice doing your hair

figure out your color season (ive tried to do this so many times and still don’t know, good luck)

meditate

clean your makeup brushes

brush your teeth and floss

scroll on pinterest or tumblr :))

nap (one of my personal favs) !!

high intensity activities

headphones on and dance in the mirror

learn a dance routine

walk or jog

clean old clothes out of your closet

reorganize your room

yoga or pilates

weight training

go thrifting

do laundry

try your clothes on or try on different outfit ideas you’ve had

exfoliate and shave (this is def high intensity idc what you say) :3

go for a hike

What’s everyone’s favorite løw cäl foods??? Or safe foods? Gonna go shopping soon, and I’m interested in what I should try! Recipes & amounts too if you’d like to share!!! And as always, stay safe 💜💐

leaning towards go completely insane

when i realize this isn’t just a quirky silly little eating disorder, it actually affects me and takes a toll on me constantly 😍🤩☹️.

Hello flowers!! 💐

Apologies for how long it’s been. I was on the road to recovery, and trying hard to beat this. I did not win. But it’s okay! I’ve had a lot going on as well and I apologize. I was told some misinformation was spreading around, and I am alive and well! I have not passed on 🫶🏻 I’ll try to be around and post more. Stay healthy loves 🌸

to all the people who told me that being skinny wouldn't make me happy, fuck you. I'm the happiest I've been in so many years bc I feel good in my own skin and i like what j see in the mirror, and yes, it's bc i lost sm weight

one thing i love about tumblr is that u become friends with people without even knowing their name/their face/their voice...........like....i love u because of your dumb little thoughts thank u for existing

mentally im friends with a lot of u guys even if we dont talk or never have talked and probably will never talk directly. its ok. the warriors bond transcends words