The Way I Went For Coffee And Dinner With My Bf To The Café I Used To Work At, And My Previous Manager

Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!

Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

I want to be light enough he can pick me up with no effort, I want him to be surprised at how easy it is

Hello flowers!! 💐

Apologies for how long it’s been. I was on the road to recovery, and trying hard to beat this. I did not win. But it’s okay! I’ve had a lot going on as well and I apologize. I was told some misinformation was spreading around, and I am alive and well! I have not passed on 🫶🏻 I’ll try to be around and post more. Stay healthy loves 🌸

i think about if he thinks about how much smaller she was when he looks at me, i know her gut didnt hang over her legs

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

my mind is upon the mountains

i love your blogs aesthetic!! it’s so pretty

Thank you !!! It took me awhile to decide on the aesthetic, so I really appreciate that! 💐💜you’re so pretty for saying that 🫶🏻

i need to drop weight or drop dead

PLEASS