Consuming Unhealthy Amounts Of Fanfiction To Cope With Unbearable, Suffocating Loneliness

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Me: You

Me: You liked my post??

Me: *Voice cracks* thaNK YOU

Me: NOW I MUST GO TO YOUR BLOG AND LIKE ALL OF YOUR POSTS

Random Internet Person: UhM…

Random Internet Person: *Slowly unlikes my post*

Well, maybe someone did this, but.. I should.

Dead of the night, running from the light Everything change when you find it’s all a lie Wake up in the middle of the night, want to die.. Save me from the past that I can’t seem to shake..

- Bones "DieForMe"

AU: Lucifer is getting nightmares and can’t sleep at night, so Michael calms him every night.

AU: Every night Michael hears the voice of his dead brother Lucifer, who makes Michael hurt himself. Lucifer always says that this is the only way he can finally meet his lovely Michael. And Michael could never say no to his little brother.

And I promised I’d be there but you don’t make it easy.. Loving you is too hard. Loving you leaves me hurt. - Oh Wonder “drive”

You left me broken You tried to make me think That the blame was all on me With the pain you put me through And now I know that it's not me it's you. idea 

Adam woke up to the sounds of creaking front door and fussy steps.

He sit up right at the moment when the door to his room opened and a heavy breathing guy burst inside.

“Samandriel?” He asked when definitely worried boy threw his backpack to the corner and fell on the bed, hugging Adam, “It’s past midnight, almost sunrise, what are you doing here?”

“I had a nightmare about you,” he mumbled to Adam’s shoulder. “It was so real, so I wanted to make sure, that you’re okay.”

Adam smiled in relief, patting boy’s back in attempt to calm him down, feeling insanely fast beat of his heart.

“So.. and how did you get in?”

“The door was open, it’s made me worry even more. And, Adam, stop keeping you phone in silent mode, I really thought you’re dead”

Boys chuckled before the door to Adam’s room started to open again.

“Since when you started talking in your sleep that loud?” Deans voice’s been annoying, but then he noticed Samandriel, who’s already pulled Adam away and tried to hide on the empty floor, “Oh, hi Alfie, got it.. don’t even wanna know.” And he wanted to leave, but pleading voice that didn’t belong to his brother made him turn back.

“Please, don’t tell anyone..”

“..why should I?”

Samandriel sighed, standing on his feet.

“Ah, well, you’ll tell Castiel, and Castiel will tell Gabriel, he’ll tell Michael, who’ll be mad and kill me for sneaking out of the house at night. And, of course, Lucifer will know too and so he will make fun of me till the end of my days when they’ll know the real reason.”

There was a silence while Samandriel fell on Adams bed again and look at Dean with the saddest eyes he could only made.

“Khm..” Dean raised his eyebrow, ”I’ll try not to tell about it to any of them, since they won’t notice you’re left, but you’re staying here for the night, don’t want any of you to get killed by a real murderer.” He said and closed the door.

“Well, it’s been obvious,” Adam looked at Samandriel, who tried to made himself comfortable. “But.. uh.. could we continue that hug thing we did before, it’s been kinda nice and comfortable.”

It’s been a few seconds when Samandriel took his shoes and jacket off, before jumping on the empty side of bed, getting under the blanket, hugging Adam with all his limbs like five-year-old kid.

Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.. You’re spilling like an overflowing sink. - Halsey “Colors” Or angsty Michael AU.

You’re really all I need I never found the right words to say Kept it all inside, ignoring everything I get lost trying to close the distance between us But I will follow my heart back to you.. Take my hand just one more time. - Our Last Night "Home"