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low-key don’t know what to do with this thing (fan-made tma spiral fear experience in an amusement park) I wrote but I found it appealing read myself even if it was pretty short. Any warning I will put in the tag to the best of my ability.
Long day of being at a amusement park with friends, it’s crowded, then I get a message that my mother is here to pick me up, beginning to feel rushed to dash into the crowd and take a turn at a shop I recognize, then again, and again, and again.. my legs feel like they’re about to give out under myself and yet feels like there is no end in sight. In hope of any more clarity on where to go I look around to find that the sky has gone cloudy, there is less people or none at that matter, I cannot find any maps and resort to finding a park worker. Twisting and winding the amusement park is and I have not found any staff, or anyone, I am tense. The sandals I have chose to wear have begun to blister my feet, I take them off and the cold stone decorated path I run on will not help. Finally a shop, it’s open, why wouldn’t it be? A cashier, hair blonde and very curly, thank goodness someone else is here. I approach screaming hello, my throat weak from dehydration and how long I’ve been running.
Pat
Pat
Pat
They(?) look up, I feel uneasy, I ask how to get to the entrance from here. They do not respond, I stare, it stares.
Run
Run
RUN
FEET BLISTER AND BURST
THIS PAIN MAKES ME STUMBLE AND FALL
I CRY IN FEAR
THE SCREAMS AND LAUGHS
MY SCREAMS AND THE DISTORTED LAUGH
OF A MAN I DO NOT
CAN NOT
COMPREHEND
A FACE CONTORTS IT’S FEATURES INTO A SPIRAL
FINGERS TOO LONG GRAB AND PIERCE
I KICK AND CRY
AT A POINT
I HAVE MY HANDS AROUND A THROAT
THE LAUGH BECOMES A WEEZE
THE GRIP HAS LOOSENED
ITS HANDS HAVE LEFT MY WOUNDS
HANDS PRY AT MY HANDS
MY HANDS TIGHTEN
I HEAR IT GASP
IT HAS NO PLUSE
THERE EXISTS THE BONES
TO STOP
THIS HELL
I WILL BREAK
ITS NECK
AND ESCAPE
The moment ends and now I’m back. A crowd around me I see, blurry eyes and a throbbing headache. There are staff around and the sirens of an ambulance. I bring a hand to my head. Blood, I look down, the wounds have not bled through my clothes, no signs at all, I pick myself up and like a sore thumb in the crowd,
I
See
It.
Though that moment had been too quick, my vision goes blurry and blacks out.
I’m awake, a hospital I assume and I am safe.
wikipedia no longer being anywhere near the top of search results when looking up anything feels eviscerating
I LOVE MY HEADPHONES BUT GOD WHY DOES THE GUNK THAT DEVELOP IN MY EARS SO DISGUSTING AND CRUSTY HEALED OVER EAR PIERCINGS ARE OBVIOUSLY CRUSTY AND I WANNA STRACH AND ITCH AND CLAW AND RIP OFF THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY COMFORT!!!!!
Coralena cooldowns
The Pope, famously known for owning a copy of Undertale gifted to him by Game Theory's Matpat, has passed away at the age of 88
Oh
TMAGP 39 SPOILER !!!!!
DID SAM JUST FUCKING COMPEL TMA ALICE ?? ????????
TMAGP 39 SPOILER !!!!!
DID SAM JUST FUCKING COMPEL TMA ALICE ?? ????????
can tumblr user james-spooky update two fics in one night. maybe? probably not but maybe…
did you know smores poptarts have all the nutrients needed to sustain the human body *stands up and Immediately
did you know smores poptarts have all the nutrients needed to sustain the human body *stands up and Immediately
The gang has just confronted Caine about him not allowing them to exit.
Dialogue from: ENAs Dream BBQ
Keep Reading - Behind the scenes and Analysis
“Guys, Guys- Wait!”
intention and Context: When Caine gets outright accused of being malicious, he goes into full defensive/panic mode. Whats being said is a fully detailed accusation, not something he can easily brush off as typical irrationality or petty comments like when Pomni first joins or Zooble calling the adventures stupid.
At first it may be interpreted that he’s panicked because "the game" is about to be given away. But really its just because he has never fully comprehended what people think of him until now.
How I Portrayed it: The accusations are represented by the lines in the background going into him, looking sharp and jagged, as these words are incredibly harsh. Also noted that the colors are extremely intense, and the lighting is from below, giving a sort of “scary stories” or “on edge” look.
The repeating purple and red color combo is also meant to give a feeling of cop car lights- adding onto the accusing atmosphere.
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“Im Not Doing What You Say Im Doing!”
intention and Context: Caine yells that they’ve got it all wrong- trying to gain his composure and explaining himself in a calm and orderly fashion. (this doesnt work.)
How I portrayed it: This attempt at getting a reign on his emotions is shown by the background getting lighter, the lighting being more direct instead of from below, his expression sofening a tad, and the accusing sharp lines blow out to make room for his fighting back.
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Outside Shot 1): The state of the building where his computer is. uh- not good 😭 The company has long since been abandoned.
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“Im Not Doing Anything!”
Intentions and Context: Caine insists he’s not doing anything to keep them away from an exit, or to hurt them. Or…at least… he doesn’t want to. Caine is now more or less trying to convince himself of this. This scope of his actions has now become way more than just stopping them from finding an exit. One thought led to another- and yeah.
This is all reminiscent of his language in episode 3 when he talks about how “making adventures is all (he’s) good at”. Whats so interesting about that line is the thing that truly sets him off. Caine says that it’s all he exists to do, this is just factually true! He’s very much BEEN aware of this. He’s an A.I. whos built for making adventures. yeah. this isn’t a shocking revelation.
That is until he takes it far more personally and emotionally than I think he’s ever considered. Its not just all he exists to do- its ALL he does. Its all he’s good at, it is EVERYTHING he is. If he’s not good at that then… uh….Its like he goes from Logic- To emotion- And rounding back to logic. Its all hes designed to do- its all hes GOOD at. What does that mean for someone whos bad at all hes meant for? replacement. fixing the issue. the issue being him.
How I portrayed it: The spotlight-lighting! instead of the attention being harshly accusatory, coming from below and stabbing into him, its more like his every move is being watched under a microscope. He feels pressured more than ever to be perfect now that it’s been made clear people see him as the complete opposite of what he’s supposed to be. A good host wouldn’t make people genuinely think he’s secretly evil-
The glitching is also meant to go back to what I was talking about with the ep 3 moment, as well as show he’s feeling all the emotions hes NOT SUPPOSED TO. He’s afraid, he’s angry, he’s confused. His programming is screaming in pure “!?!?!?!?!?”
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Outside Shot 2): Inside the abandoned C&A office, there are several conceptual posters on the wall, as well as newspaper clippings. The reason behind the place shutting down is also shown with the graph in the way back (stocks plummeting-) (CAPITALISM!!!) (i still wholeheartedly believe whoever the hell was in charge of C&A was some Cave Johnson ass man who was a complete moron at being a CEO while his programmers worked so hard to keep the ship afloat.)
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“Im Not Doing Anything At All!”
Intentions and Context: This line helps presents the actual issue here. He isnt doing what they say he’s doing, but he’s also not doing ANYTHING. AT ALL. He’s not actively choosing to cause harm, but he’s also not actively choosing to see where he could be helpful.
Another way the line can be interpreted/have double meaning is the way he feels purposless, especially when he was left alone all that time ago when the office shut down. He feels aimless without the things that give his life meaning and purpose. They left him.
Caine flashes back to where he was before, and without them. He still is currently failing at the only thing he was built to do- but at least he’s not in complete isolation anymore. Theres a lot of conflicting feeling right now with that. He would NEVER stop them from leaving, as he’s only ever built to assist. BUT ALSO IF THEY DID LEAVE, THEN HE’D GO BACK TO THAT.
You know when you get accused of doing something you know you didnt do but then you start gaslighting yourself into believing you did? yeah thats whats happening here
How I portrayed it: The blue that has been seen to depict the real world, is now way more vibrant cause we are now in the digital world- but just as lifeless and sinking as the real life shots. Instead of panic (the shots of Caine explaining himself) or hollow (the shots of the outside world) its supposed to give off a sense of dread (a mix between the 2)
Caine has his hat off as well, like he is removed from the Ringmaster roll he was designed to fill.
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Ok so wow.
This project has completely consumed my life for the past 4 days and I couldn’t be happier!!! I heard this ENA audio and well- the pieces just slid into place so perfectly, I had to do SOMETHING about it, and then ofc that plan turned to be way bigger scale than I ever could have imagined.
I made a youtube playlist for the vibe I was going for music wise too!
This project took a lot longer than expected because the emotional impact i wanted to potray, THINKING ABOU THIS HURT and I wanted it to hurt to look at. But…that was really hard to do. I played with quite a few different vibes, but I ended up with something i am inCREDibly proud of!!!
So heres a speed paint of just THE CONCEPT because thats the interesting bit! And still lasts a WHILE because of the aforementioned ✨I had no idea what I was doing✨ :D
I figured it out-
If you made it this far, I mean it from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much :3 it means a lot that people care enough about my art to read a bible about it. You’re welcome for the pain!
I Died For You [A Malevolent Animatic]
Voice acting and audio by @malevolentcast , who very generously sent me this audio file to use for this animatic. Thank you for creating such a beautiful show.
Background and details under cut
I began this animatic early last year after finding the audio on TikTok. Once I heard it, I was immediately struck with the thought of how those first couple of weeks in the Dark World would be for John immediately after Season 2. It seemed perfectly fitting, how John might be tortured by his guilt and uncertainty if Arthur was even still alive, and that torment would only aid his regression to his more… Kingly qualities.
I began to draft the thumbnails of the animatic in my sketchbook before transferring it to my digital workspace, which was incredibly intimidating at the time. This was my first independent animatic. In last year’s InvictusCon, Harlan popped into my stream as I was explaining my animatic thought process to my viewers, shaking with both excitement and terror. I was stunned when he offered to voice it himself. The next day, he sent me the audio file. To this day, I am still stunned he spent so much time and effort to create something. It was the encouragement I needed to finish a longer-form animatic. It may be only a minute and some change, but this is a whole year of my life condensed - my obsession, my adoration, my passion for not only this podcast but for art in general, both visual and audio.
It’s by happy accident that I finished this right at the cusp of the Season 5 finale. It almost perfectly slots in. So… let’s all pretend that this animatic took me a month to do rather than the year I spent sweating on my couch and complaining about the number of times I forgot Arthur’s wooden finger.
I need a song in the same flavor as KATAMARI in that one part with the robot voice
studying cookies that arent shadow milk bc i seem to be able to draw ONLY HIM-
been in hysterics over this gif for like 3 hours. washing her
I think I have knee problems but I got school so I'm not really worried about it
This was only done for fun. The concept is just simple. A Life sim with some events here and there with “endings” that affects your game play permanently unless you play a new save file.
Also it’s just an excuse to practice game art assets in the future
*knee starts aching during bad weather*
me: I’m just like John Waston fr
go insane when you get scared
let all logic go out the window and scream
fight tear and wreck what you can
make whatever your scared of scared of you
do y'all remember when they found all that tf art in Osamu Tezuka's drawer post-mortem because I think about it often
anyway keep chasing your bliss and draw weird shit, god knows we need that right now
never in my years of living I've been to a waffle house
first sleepover
flashing upon ye
*turns flashlight on just as everyone is going to sleep*
being self aware of both sides of the same coin is so weird in a perspective of someone that has no play in it
having huge understanding and open-mindedness to everything gives such complicated feelings that I have to accept when having to listen to peoples strong opinions on topics and wondering that they know of both sides of what they're talking about
experiencing feelings in situations but later then see someone in same situations and wondering if their feeling the same emotions I did in that situation
taking steps back to look at the full picture is good but knowing the details is just as important
do people know that reactions to experiences can vary wildly no matter how common a stereotype is?
no matter how many "good things" a person or topic has accomplished always the bad side must be taken account for too
Chugging a cold Dr pepper does not in fact heal of all ailments