a hill i will die on is that a little life by hanya yanagihara is not meaningless and is not torture porn and is in fact a very stark and realistic exploration of unprocessed trauma and the inability to talk and how trauma shapes the way you view those who love you and the fact that tiktok has turned it into the "you will cry at the end!!!!" book honestly breaks my heart
glenn gould is lowkey so jude coded question mark
a handsome man
moments from a little life
hanya yanagihara lives in my head. she just gets it, and people don't like what she says because she doesn't sugarcoat things, she tell stories of tragic lives and unspeakable lives. People want and need to have an optimistic sight of life when that's not always the case. Sometimes it doesn't matter how much you work on yourself and how much you hope and how much you try, things that happened to you can't be heal or forget and the best you can do it's trying to live with it the best way you can, to accommodate the life that's left.
Things don't magically get better.
june 12 today. i wish jude knew how loved he really was
people i imagine as jude (multiple people bcs in everything AND everyone i see, i see him)
1.) loyle carner
I SAW HIM LIVE AND I WAS LIKE?? OMG JUDE HI
2.) ethan hawke
very random but he is serving sm jude at university here
3.) rami malek
the average rami malek jude fancast, but i really do understand it
4.) james norton
THIS CASTING CHOICE FOR THE PLAY WAS SAUR GOOD (except jude isnt white)
5.) joseph gordon levitt
he’s just so jude in mysterious skin ok
6.) milo ventimiglia
i refuse to elaborate
cooper koch would be SO GOOD as willem that being said i actually hope the book is never adapted for the screen
“Cooper Koch omg he would be perfect!!!!!”
Surely they mean for Willem, right?
jb messaging jackson:
willem a truck behind YOU💜
the happy years vs dear comrade