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Okay originally this was gonna be WAY fucking longer cuz I like to be efficient in my ramblings, however I accidentally posted it unfinished, panicked, and deleted it

So take 2

I'm scared of posting this, not because I'll be hated for saying my beliefs but that does play a small part in it, I'm scared of the possibility I wont be taken seriously, and that I will just cause more harm than good in telling the internet what's on my mind.

However people r saying not to be silent, so I won't

George Floyd was a man whom was killed during an attempted arrest for attempting to purchase goods with counterfeit money by officers, one of which knelt on his neck while he was handcuffed. Though it is being investigated on whether or not he was killed due to suffocation or toxins in his system due to alcohol consumption or allegedly drugs, the officer played a part in his death due to his reckless and stupid stunt, more info can be found here, though if this is not sufficient will gladly scour the internet more for more info. But as we all know his tragic death caused outrage.

At first the protests started peacefully as per usual, but six days after they started a man was killed by national guard when involved in a angry confrontation, in an attempt to disperse the crowds. Again this goes into a little more detail.

Now this is a very gross simplification of the problem at large, and while I'm sure most of us know about it I just like to lay down the issue before getting to the meat and potatoes of this post, the views and opinions of the poster.

Honestly? I'm conflicted, I tried, I really did try to just choose one side (BLM) because my usual neutral stand may not actually do anything at the moment. But I couldn't, there's too many factors on each side to consider, and while I'll admit I'm very biased and mostly agree with the views of BLM, I also didnt like the idea of writing the officers off as,, well officers.

I think police should be held up to their actions like everyone else, I think their definitely needs to be some changes to the organization at large, but I dont like dehumanizing every officer and just saying all of them are ruthless pigs. Whether we all like it or not those are people too, good and bad, and generalizing them, to me, doesnt really contribute anything positive to the problem at hand.

But I get why were doing it.

Were angry, and tired, and just upset that this kind of shit just keeps fucking happening, hell I'm fucking pissed at then myself, I trusted this power to uphold its word and be an agent of justice for us all and it betrayed me, AGAIN. Of course I'm fucking pissed.

But I'm scared too

I'm scared that the police will just keep following their orders and just keep acting on the offensive, I'm scared this will turn into another bloodbath due to racial tension, I'm scared because I want to believe that we've learned from those incidents and want something better.

And I do

In my point of view, humanity IS the world, we all made it and we all change it and ourselves with it, at the moment my world is America since I live here and I've never had an opportunity to go anywhere else. But I want to believe in us and so I do, I'm not trying to be holier than thou, and like I said I dont have an answer for this, I'm only one person.

So that does beg the question on why I made this dumb little tumblr post

My personal beliefs are over all neural, I get it, they dont particularly contribute to anything but their mine, and i wanted to say something about this kinda shit for once.

This has probably been all over the place, and I apologize if it makes little sense, I dont like to say one thing about a big issue like this so I tend to ramble. If there are glaring problematic issues with my point of view feel free to say so! I dont expect you guys to agree with me, but I do appreciate hearing your guys view on the matter as well!

Afterall, if anyone can change the world its the world, and that means everyone of us

Might as well post more shit, so uh, This is Chisuke Hinari, the Ultimate Gossip

Shes a horrible person, but if u wanna know more about her go ahead an send asks my way if u really want to

Other than that I'm proud of how she turned out so here's the practice page for her color scheme too!

Was a lil embarrassed by this old mood board thing with Mordred cuz my brother ripped me to shreds over the white tulips, BUT FUCK IT I worked my ass off of this thing and I’m gonna share it

It’s based off of the oc mood board trend thing going around (Idk if it’s still going around) BUT ANYWAY

Here he is again, my son, whom will suffer until further notice by @llamagirl28

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Wanna send some requests??????????? (I am running out if things to draw :), )

starting my epic tumblr comeback by wishing a happy valentine’s month to me and me only, ft these four gay gay homosexual gay lads 

on the left we have my Tally Ho MC Vesper and the love of our life, Rory - and then on the right we have my Jolly Good MC Cinder and his sworn rival/valet/lover Fitzie 

anyway while looking at the “canon” designs in the COG forum, I saw that Mopsie was black and that Rory was mixed instead of a typical dumb rich white boy and that made me really really happy. if theres any errors in here i dont care its 9 am and the yearning compelled me to finish this 

I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO UPLOAD DIGITAL PIECES still can’t figure out how to do a proper background, good practice tho anyway I’ve been playing fuckin interactive novels nonstop and I have SO MUCH CHARACTER ART it’s not even funny, though this is of the few proper artworks instead of concept art and character design notes, on THAT note this is Isaac and Excess (still trying to figure out a name for this asshole) don’t worry about the guy behind em he’s probably fine, they are characters from @gravesofheirscog novel, so far I’m in love with the concept and the demo itself is pretty promising too :) all around their just doing a great job so far and I’m personally excited for the future of this project!

This kinda contains spoilers (Very actually) for promare so I finally figured out how to do read more!

Man this man seriously hated kids holy shit, I am thoroughly convinced he only told Galo about the secret plan just to have an excuse to fucking kill him, anyway I just watched the movie and of course it’s my new favorite movie ever

In other news I’m close to opening commissions so more on that soon!

anddd the blank template for @lemonade-if! like i said in my mc introduction post, since this was made before the game has dropped, i’ll most likely update it once we learn some more — i just jumped the gun because the hype is real :)  here’s a link to the PSD template! i’ve tried to label everything nicely, but my DMs are open for questions!

Today’s Trap of the Day is Ashley Wolfe (Original character by werewolf-cuddles)

I might open commissions!

I'll need to set some stuff up first but if yall are interested I would be willing to sell some art to you! I'll list some things I'd be willing to draw as of right now in this post, so please PLEASE let me know if this is a idea u all like as well.

And just to let you know what i would be using the money for since I want to buy a specific item, I'm gonna try and accumulate some money to buy a computer that can run games, a very specific game, a game called baldur's gate 3, because the computer i have ran it on its lowest settings and it was still unplayable,

It was funny but also sucked and because I'm desperate to play this game here we are.

Anyway heres what I'd be willing to do

Character Art

Group Character Art

Concept Art (like maybe help ya figure out what u want ur oc to look like that kinda thing but I am in no means a professional)

Sketches

Flat Colors

Detailed colors

Please look through my blog if my artstyle is what ur looking for, though I change little details about my artstyle daily so in the post where I confirm whether or not I'll be able to take commissions I'll put up some recent stuff and boundaries on what I will specifically draw and not draw

Soooo yeah, feedback on this would be much appreciated :)