Just asking but do you have any particular thoughts/hcs on shinra x izaya (mine are mostly unrequited rip)
Btw you can also sprinkle in some shizaya and stuff, you know, if you want :)
For you?? I’d write about anything. ;)
I hope it’s okay that they are all unrequited and a little angsty though lol:
Shinra knows, and he has respect for all things that revolve around love so he doesn’t acknowledge it. Because of that, and because of Izaya’s refusal to admit it openly, Izaya’s got a lot of repressed resentment over the years. If they ever were to talk about it, Shinra would more than likely be incredibly kind. Overall though, Shinra’s kind of indifferent to whether Izaya ever wants to admit it or not.
The thing about Izaya is that he doesn’t want to have a crush on anybody. He doesn’t want to have feelings for people, he wants to be above it all. But Shinra’s one of those (very, very) few people that see Izaya for who he is and associate regardless, without an obligation to. Like, Shinra definitely uses Izaya the way everyone else in his life does, but it’s not because he has to or because Izaya’s holding something over his head. That’s a special kind of relationship that Izaya values a lot, and it makes it even harder to ignore.
Izaya is especially antagonistic to Shinra when there’s an audience but when it’s just the two of them, he grows solemn and much like his true self. He almost drops the barrier he’s put around himself, claiming that it’s actually that Shinra gets on his nerves and he can’t help but be irritated when he’s around. In reality though, Shinra’s one of the only people Izaya feels truly comfortable around. Because they’re the same.
In middle school he had dreams of sleeping on Shinra’s shoulder and even kissing him on the lips. He chalked it up to puberty and has perpetually ignored it ever since.
Shinra is touchy feely. He doesn’t necessarily hug Izaya every time he sees him or anything (God could you imagine? lol), but he doesn’t mind putting his arm around Izaya’s shoulders and giving him one of those aggressive side hug things that they do in anime sometimes. Izaya doesn’t care for that shit at all.
Izaya has a soft spot for Shinra, and as such he does things in such a way that (aside from occasionally inconveniencing Celty) his business doesn’t inhibit Shinra’s happiness. The one time he did actually plan to inhibit Shinra’s happiness, or do something that he thought might, it very obviously disturbed him (see: novel telephone pole scene).
And now for the Shizaya side of things lol:
Shizuo and Izaya are open about their past crushes. Izaya very begrudgingly admits all his feelings for Shinra to Shizuo and Shizuo is pretty understanding about it. Of course, there are other reasons why Izaya and Shinra’s relationship is complicated and even though all the prior things said about Shinra is true, Shinra very obviously doesn’t value Izaya as a friend and is very open about the reasons why they’re even friends to begin with. So, Shizuo has to find some way to juggle the line of wanting to strangle Shinra while also recognizing that Shinra and Izaya are both pretty equally at fault for their fucked up friendship.
Izaya hates double dates with Shinra and Celty for multiple reasons, but Shizuo enjoys getting to spend time with Celty and secretly hopes that she and Izaya will become close one day.
Any arguments involving Shinra or about Shinra are tense. Shizuo doesn’t like approaching them unless it’s absolutely necessary because deep down he knows that all those years of knowing that Shinra not only would reject him romantically but also just didn’t even really care about him platonically really fucked Izaya up. 
Any time Shizuo rags on Shinra is a great time for Izaya. He gets all giggly and clings to him like Shizuo’s his hero or something. (He is. ❤️)
misc shizaya YAY YAY YAY
happy 15th
tw: light gore, injury
Chpt 1 // Chpt 2
Chpt 3: part 1 // part 2 // part 3 // part 4 // part 5
(You can find this comic on tapas / mangadraft and spoontasti’s fic on ao3)
“Who did you go with when you…” She paused, the word catching at the back of her throat. “Died. When you died.”
If Kano was surprised at her sudden line of questioning, his expression didn’t reveal it. He seemed to consider his options before responding.
[Or: Momo is awake with her thoughts. Kano happens to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.]
hurt/comfort - canon compliant character deaths - friendship and bonding over grief
Mekakushi Dan embarrassing
and another one
Chpt 1 // Chpt 2 // Chpt 3
Chpt 4: part 1 // part 2 // part 3 // part 4 // part 5
(You can find this comic on tapas / mangadraft and spoontasti’s fic on ao3)
the boys
born from a conversation I had with @ciaran a while ago but I’ve been thinking about it lately SO:
based on the popularity of that one glib tweet I made once, I think that it’s not that uncommon for people to acknowledge that hua cheng probably would love to sub. less talked about but no less fun is how well I think xie lian would fit into a dominant role
xie lian has for so long been beholden to the whims of Literally Everything causing him misfortune that I feel like he would really enjoy discovering the experience of dominance, specifically with hua cheng. having these continuous little realizations of how much everything he does genuinely affects hua cheng, and how vulnerable another person can be to him, and then being able to take a little it of… lovingly malicious glee in just letting go and doing whatever he wants, even if ‘whatever he wants’ is not being very nice.
xie lian already has a habit of lovingly bullying hua cheng in canon (see: every time hua cheng pretends to be anyone other than himself and xie lian inevitably figures it out long before he lets hua cheng know that he’s figured it out, occasionally for the sole purpose of teasing him), and it would be a natural and likely positive experience for them both to bring that into their intimate life as something they both enjoy… but also as a way for xie lian to experiement with and test out the range of power that he is finding he is delighted to have over hua cheng, especially knowing that hua cheng is on his own an extremely powerful individual that is so emotionally beholden to xie lian that he willingly lays himself out. burn his mansion down again, gege, it was trash anyway!
and meanwhile hua cheng gets to indulge in the complete submission that he genuinely wishes to give xie lian, which xie lian typically has very little desire for because so much of his life has been couched in unequal relationships and having the genuine good will beaten out of him under the guide of “hubris”. hua cheng being delighted at xie lian being comfortable enough to act a little selfish and a little unkind to him because he’s so reassured that hua cheng wants it with full sincerity.
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