This Shit Over A Stanley ANY Day

Maturing is realizing…

That Beyoncé was talking to herself for most of lemonade not Jay z. I realized it like a year ago when I was listening to it in order and I realized a lot of the calmer songs like all night and the beginning part of hold up(music video) seemed more like self reassurance.

Another example is “why do you deny yourself heaven?” she’s asking herself why do you let yourself be treated like this. And also, “if it’s what you truly want, I can wear her skin.” This might be a stretch but I really think she’s talking to herself when she says this, because she’s is likely asking herself “why her?” Or why did he do it to me?

A lot of the louder songs like don’t hurt yourself is her expressing anger towards him and showing him who tf she is💀. Same thing with sorry but not the sorry demo the vibes are different.

A perfect in between with this concept is love drought. While she is talking to Jay z, the song is more for the both of them. She’s trying to reconcile with her husband. And even then and feel like it’s more for her and her trying to stop the the love drought.

Atp the whole album is for her and her dealing with the mix of emotions she’s having. And 4:44(Jay Z’s apology) is a direct result of lemonade. I’m gonna make another post for that though.🙄

Journal #4

I just saw sinners yesterday and omg it’s so good. It’s so much symbolism and it’s overall a beautiful movie. I could honestly talk about it for the rest of my life if I could, I might just make a few post about it. I really recommend everyone to go see it IMMEDIATELY. And I do hope it wins an Oscar.

So… I bought this book because I like astrology and star signs and I thought it would be interesting, but now my cousins are calling me a witch. And I get it the cover literally says “the witch of the forest guide to astrology magick” but still, can I not have a life?

Literally how mid terms have me rn bro

The worst part about the ban yesterday was that everytime i opened TikTok it was a video behind the thing telling me that it wasn’t available. Like I was was literally missing out on a TikTok and I kept exiting out and going back to see another TikTok that I was missing.😭😭😭

The second worse thing is that trump really wants us to think he’s some kind of hero when he proposed the ban in the first place. That’s like me taking your car away from you even when you asked me not to then me giving it back and expecting a thank you. Like you would slap tf put me.

Anyway, enjoy the rest of your day guys🤗.

watching the percy jackson show be like

Do yall have any show recommendations (or movies idk)? Like im so bored and it’s nothing to do. Like idc wut genre frl i just need something to watch (and read fanfics about😏).

(PS: Shein wtf?😐)

Natalia Grace was a CHILD!!!!

It shouldn’t be a question if she was or wasn’t a kid. Even in pictures then and now you can see how she aged, that’s the point of the show. It’s to question if the family had real reason to believe she wasn’t. We know that she was a child, but was she actually “evil” like they said? Did she do the things they claim she did? Why did she do those things? Why did they think she was lying?

Even if she did do those things that’s a sign to look deeper. Get her help from a professional or contact the adoption agency to figure something out. To leave a mentally disturbed child in an apartment by themselves with no water or power is diabolical. The behavior of the family is unacceptable and for people to defend it isn’t okay. Instead of the ADULTS in the situation doing the responsible thing and contacting a professional, they neglect a disabled 6-7 year old little girl in an abandoned apartment with only enough food to last her a week.

So it’s not a matter of was Natalia actually a child. It’s a matter of was Kristine crazy. It’s if Kristine had a reason to do what she did. Did Natalia actually threaten her the families way of life.

Guys I think I’m gonna start like a online journal/diary and try to post everyday.

I’m just gonna post things like, daily logs, story times, talking points(essays, politics, social climate, etc.), I might give advice too idk 🤷🏾‍♀️

What do yall think???