Lor-geeked - ~MARS~

This shit over a Stanley ANY day

aww look at that little wink 😗

Coachella doesn't deserve Black artists that put in the work to give a show. Cuz how in thee fuck do you stand like a stiff board at a Missy Elliott set with the sound and visuals off the meter? Fucking losers.

Journal #3

Yall I just got my nails done. What yall think???

Maturing is realizing…

That Beyoncé was talking to herself for most of lemonade not Jay z. I realized it like a year ago when I was listening to it in order and I realized a lot of the calmer songs like all night and the beginning part of hold up(music video) seemed more like self reassurance.

Another example is “why do you deny yourself heaven?” she’s asking herself why do you let yourself be treated like this. And also, “if it’s what you truly want, I can wear her skin.” This might be a stretch but I really think she’s talking to herself when she says this, because she’s is likely asking herself “why her?” Or why did he do it to me?

A lot of the louder songs like don’t hurt yourself is her expressing anger towards him and showing him who tf she is💀. Same thing with sorry but not the sorry demo the vibes are different.

A perfect in between with this concept is love drought. While she is talking to Jay z, the song is more for the both of them. She’s trying to reconcile with her husband. And even then and feel like it’s more for her and her trying to stop the the love drought.

Atp the whole album is for her and her dealing with the mix of emotions she’s having. And 4:44(Jay Z’s apology) is a direct result of lemonade. I’m gonna make another post for that though.🙄

Journal #1

So yall today I’m getting a relaxer, and before yall start it’s not because I hate my hair. I just want something new. I’m planning on perming it and cutting it into a pixie and I MIGHT go blonde.

Im so excited for it I really can’t wait. I getting my hair cut by a professional cs I lowkey get real scissor happy when I cut my hair 😂. I know it’s gonna be cute when I get it ce I’m going to an old school stylist so I’m not worried. (That was a lie I’m actually scared asf)

I’m upset rn.

Im getting my hair done next week but idk what I wanna get cs I want a sew in but it’s getting warm and I don’t wanna be hot, also I dyed my hair so it would look weird. I wanted a silk press but I don’t feel like it. I always get braids so I wanna try something different.

At this point I’m just gonna do a ponytail😔

Guys I need mutuals like im so bored wanna talk to smb