I Just Simply Do Not Vibe With Being Straight

Dysphoria: *is making me want to cry*

Me: *starts crying*

Dysphoria: You cry like a girl.

Where I want to be:

-at home

-with you

-home

-in your arms

-at home

-you

-you're home

Kant talks a lot about common sense for a person that has none at all

Sometimes

Sometimes I have the feeling that no one could ever understand me. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

My head is filled with stuff but at the same time it's empty. I can't focus. Every time I try to write it down I get lost inside my mind. It's like a jungle. I can't really talk about my thoughts, my worries. Sometimes I don't feel like I could truly trust anyone.

As soon as I'm alone it feels like the darkness is eating me. I feel so lost. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, just for once

I don't want to flex or something

But my boyfriend talked to his cats this morning and they annoyed him so he told them to go and annoy their other dad. He was talking about me aaaa

I actually thought I was doing alright until my therapist told me feeling nothing isn't something you're supposed to feel and now I don't know how to reply when someone asks me how I feel

reblog to give somebody a fucking hug because we are all struggling to get through it. solidarity in this tough ass world.

Sometimes I just wanna run away

I think falling for you was my biggest mistake

The biggest I've ever made

But actually I feel no regret

And you're still in my head

In my head, in my heart

I don't even know where to start

You still feel like home

And I feel sick to my bone

Because it went from "you make me want to stay alive"

To looking at this stupid knife

You kinda make me wanna die

And all I do is cry

I don't wanna get out of bed

I feel like I'm seriously mad

It feels like talking to a wall

And I know the worst of all

Is that I still love you

And you probably don't know I do