I Think Falling For You Was My Biggest Mistake

It's weird how good you can make me feel. You can make me forget all my problems. I even forget that I'm Trans and wearing my binder. All that exists, all that matters is you laying in my arms and me holding you close. It's just us. My heart is beating fast and your fingers feel so good on my skin. And for a moment I ask myself if that is what happiness feels like.

Not to be gay or something but would you travel with me to Manhattan and walk over the gay street while holding hands?

I want to tell you how much you mean to me. I want to show you what I wrote about you. But I'm so afraid. Afraid of what you'll think. Afraid that you won't understand. Because I couldn't even be mad, I barely understand it myself. But I wish I could let you know, but I'm way too afraid of losing you.

Some of my best friends are musicians and everytime they release something new I can't go to sleep until I've listened to it. I think that's love

talents: feeling like shit

I didn't had the chance to re-watch the umbrella academy with the original sound but just in case it's only in the German version: five calls the three Swedish guys the IKEA mafia

Hi my boyfriend is cute while he's sleeping

But I just realized that we have to get up in 30 minutes so I don't get to look at his sleeping face anymore and now I'm kinda sad

My two current moods are gay and tired

Walter Benjamin *15. Juli 1892

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