I Have A Reading List Longer Than My Life Expectancy

I don't want to sound gay or something

But I really love my boyfriend

Hi my boyfriend is cute while he's sleeping

But I just realized that we have to get up in 30 minutes so I don't get to look at his sleeping face anymore and now I'm kinda sad

Sometimes

Sometimes I have the feeling that no one could ever understand me. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

My head is filled with stuff but at the same time it's empty. I can't focus. Every time I try to write it down I get lost inside my mind. It's like a jungle. I can't really talk about my thoughts, my worries. Sometimes I don't feel like I could truly trust anyone.

As soon as I'm alone it feels like the darkness is eating me. I feel so lost. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, just for once

Nonbinary people who use more specific gender labels like agender, demigirl/boy, genderfluid are VERY cool and valid and I am so happy that you have those words to help define you

Do you ever just y'know...... B o y s

I really love my boyfriend!

He just looked at me and started smiling, so I asked him what he's smiling about and he said "you're just so cute. I love you so much. I love you more than I love communism!" I'm melting.

Loving your friends is a form of falling in love too

Waking up next to you is gay

But I like it so please don't stop cuddling me, thanks

Can I come over?

Can you hold me closer?

Can I crawl in your bed?

And lay down my head?

To get some rest,

On your shoulder or chest!

'cause I feel a bit shaky,

but you feel like safety.

My thoughts are in a rush,

and everything feels way too much.

You're my last sense of direction,

so I need (this) platonic affection.

Because my head got too loud,

it's like there's a giant cloud.

I feel the darkness grow,

and I'm feeling low.

You help me feeling okay,

But not in a romantic way.

With you I don't have to mask,

so is it okay if I ask:

Can I come over tonight?

Because I fail to find light.