I Really Felt It When Oli Said “why Am I This Way, Stupid Medicine Not Doing Anything”

I can't stand being alone but I'm afraid of being too much. How do I communicate aaaa

He is beauty, he is grace. I wanna kiss his fucking face.

Please DNI if: nsfw / terf / nomap / map /homo/transphobe

I don't want to flex or something

But my boyfriend talked to his cats this morning and they annoyed him so he told them to go and annoy their other dad. He was talking about me aaaa

Sometimes all you need is a really good hug

Me, throwing rocks at God’s window: Hey! Hey! Where’s my dick!?

Walter Benjamin *15. Juli 1892

Rauchen XII

I wish I could ask you to come over right now.

Wish I could but I don't know how…

I wish I could tell you about

Everytime my head gets too loud.

How you manage to shut up my mind.

How you help me to find

A way to escape those thoughts in my head.

The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.

Without you I can't find the way.

That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.

Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight

And help me kill the pain I feel inside.

But telling you about it all

Would mean letting down my wall.

Would allow you to see

Even the hidden parts of me.

And honestly, I probably would

If I only knew how I could…

Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most

But I still let you come so close.

And even despite of my fear

You're part of the reason I'm still here…

It's weird how good you can make me feel. You can make me forget all my problems. I even forget that I'm Trans and wearing my binder. All that exists, all that matters is you laying in my arms and me holding you close. It's just us. My heart is beating fast and your fingers feel so good on my skin. And for a moment I ask myself if that is what happiness feels like.

wanna bury my face in a man’s neck and smell his hair and skin while we cuddle up under the covers while it rains outside. basically, i’m gay

mlm & nblm