Everyone In Your Life Will Have A Last Day With You, And You Don't Even Know When It'll Be.

Needed

if it's good enough for you, then it deserves to be made. don't let anyone else decide if your story is worth it or not.

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Laura Pashby

داخل كل شخص مجرة من الأفكار والتجارب والذكريات، محيطات من المشاعر والرغبات، وأقمار تدور حول أحلامه.

Don't Cry—Two Versions, Two Souls..

I’ve been listening to these songs for two years now, and I still can’t move on!! Ever had a song completely wreck you? Well, Don’t Cry by Guns N’ Roses did it twice. Two versions, same name, same story—but they hit so differently. And I feel both. Every. Single. Time.

I first heard the Alternative Version, and the very first line hit me like a truck. "If we could see tomorrow, what are your plans?" It made me stop and think—if I could see my future, would I still be this lost? Would I still be stuck in my own head? Would I finally have answers? And when he says, "Knowing your love's decided, and all love is real," it messes me up. Is love really the main point of life? Is it what makes us want to live ?and feel safe & alive?

And the pain in this version—it’s not just about heartbreak. It’s about realizing something heartbreaking. "I thought I could live in your world as years all went by." That’s when it gets too real... The feeling of trying—really trying—to be part of someone's world, only to realize you never truly belonged there. And when he says,

"My heart won’t deny you. So many seem so lonely with no one left to cry to," I feel that. He’s letting go, but not for himself—for the other person. Because real love isn’t just about having someone, it’s about wanting them to be happy, even if it’s not with you and the fact ( WORST FACT EVERRR ) that YES! Some people have no one.....

Then there’s the Original Version. And this one? This one is different. Softer. Warmer. It’s love, even in goodbye. The first line? "Talk to me softly, there's something in your eyes." That’s the kind of love that sees you, that notices when you’re hurting without you even saying a word. He doesn’t want them to hold their pain alone. He just wants them to talk. To be heard. To be understood.

And the way he holds on—"Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye." That one sentence carries everything. It’s like he knows they have to part, but he just wants one last moment before it’s over. It’s not bitter. It’s not angry. It’s just love. And the most heartbreaking part????

"There's a heaven above you, baby." Like, no matter how painful this is, there’s something bigger, something watching over us. Maybe love never really dies—it just shifts, moves, finds another way to exist through this heaven

And that’s why these songs will never leave me. It’s genius. Two songs, same story, yet completely different perspectives. One is holding on, the other is realizing. One is still soft, even when it’s over. The other is questioning everything, wondering if it was ever real.

I still listen and I still feel everything. This is what music is supposed to do. This is why it’s a masterpiece.

how do you live knowing pieces of you exist in a world where I don’t?

One day, maybe,

his eyes will look at me again—

but from another face.

A child running, laughing,

with pieces of him that aren't mine.

And I’ll be walking through it all—

touching everything we knew.

A flower,

the grass,

the lies written in the photos.

He’s everywhere,

just never with me.

But tell me—

how could you share a piece of yourself

with someone else?

You're Safe

It's just thoughts.

Of all the things that remind me of love, cats are at the top of the list. Their eyes hold something different, something enchanting, like a silent understanding of the world around them. They love in their own way—warm, selfish, and a little bratty, like a child who thinks you belong to them. Sometimes, they act like your baby, sometimes like your boss. Every single one of them has a personality that makes me want to meet them all, build a whole cat family, and just exist among them.

Orange cats are pure chaos, but somehow the softest souls. White cats carry themselves like royalty, too elegant to bother with the rest of the world. Gray cats act all calm and collected, but they’re little troublemakers once you know them. Black cats hold a quiet kind of love, the kind that feels steady and safe. And tuxedo cats walk around like they own the place, like they just left a fancy dinner party and decided to grace us with their presence.

Every cat feels like a reflection of someone, a reminder of a certain kind of soul. And the best thing about them? When one chooses you, they’re yours forever. They love in a way that’s awkward yet endearing, poking at you when you’re sad, pulling away just to come right back. And the way they get jealous when you pet another cat? Nothing beats that.

There’s nothing quite like having a cat in your life, feeding them, talking to them, sharing a space where words aren’t needed. In a way, they remind me of my inner child—curious, stubborn, and full of love in ways that don’t always make sense. Maybe every cat carries a little piece of someone, a little piece of us. But all I know is, I love them, and I’ll never get tired of saying it.

يُصرُّ قلبي أن لا مقيمَ سواك بعد اليوم،

فتسخر منه ذاكرتي،

كذلك منطقي...

أي مقيم يستحق ذلك اليوم؟

لكنني أدركك بكلي، وأدرك أن قلبي على حق.

أنت ساكني حتى يفنى العالم أمام عيني،

حتى وإن أعرضت،

ولملمتَ أجزاءَ حجرتِك ورحلت،

ستظل تلك الأجزاء معك،

وسأظل أذكرها ما دام الدهر.

وكم من السنوات يلزمنا لتغدو الذكرى نهج حياة؟

تركتها،لكن حبالها ظلّت تتدلى من قلبي

حتى أصبحت على حبال مختلفة،فلم تعد هي أم لم أعد أنا؟

ولمن تلك الحبال؟ لأي مكان اذهب؟

تسحبني عنوًا،إن لم اتبعها،ستنزع قلبي عني..

وأجدني على طريق باردة

يومًا أدركه،يومًا تكون متاهته أعقد من أن يحللها عقلي وأكبر من أن تحتويها روحي،

حتى نسيت-أو تناسيت- لمَ تؤلمني قدماي ولمَ أعدو

أُقنعني بحب حبالي، قديمة او جديدة،فليس لي سواها

حتى وإن نزفا -قلبي وقدمي- لمن ولأي شئ سنغدو دونها؟

I just watched Lost and Found (天涯海角) 1996, and I’m still thinking about it. The way it starts off all mysterious, not giving much away about the characters, but totally fitting the title Lost and Found. The first thing the main character says is, "I’m looking for hope," and it hits differently. The question is, can he help her find it? In the end, he becomes the hope she needed – like a person who makes her feel alive, showing her another side of world & herself that’s both intriguing and real. It’s crazy how life always has hidden sides that we don’t notice until we meet certain people or go through specific experiences that make us realize, hey, there’s more to this life than what we see! Otherwise, we’d just stay in our little bubble, unaware and kinda bored with how things seem so routine.

What I loved about the movie is the relationship between the two main characters. Their love wasn’t all butterflies and dates; it was more like a quiet, supportive bond built on friendship, trust, and shared journeys. It’s almost like their love story sneaks up on you – you don’t even realize when they fell for each other. It’s such a gradual, pure love. Like, real love isn’t just a feeling; it’s everything that happened between them.