Fuck Ao3 Is Down I Was Using It To Escape The Creeping Dread Of Reality

"I don’t need to see you to kill you"

idc how unreliable john gets, i will ALWAYS be on his side i do not careeeee about what oscar has done for arthur, i will trust john blindly !!!

I made this yet I have no one to share my vision with so I'll post it here (spoiler for Honkai newest thingy and Termina)

I never thought Malevolent would play with my truest biggest fear: Dementia.

I watched people forget and slowly undo themselves until they were nothing but a shell of themselves, seeing John forget things this way, the outbursts of anger when confronted about it, it makes me truly fear.

I do not fear them dying, bleeding, losing humanity, killing, monsters or killers, what I do fucking fear is something slowly undoing all your life experiences you so much cherished and being utterly unable to do anything to stop it from consuming you at all.

A collection of nicknames/names/titles Kayne has called John and Arthur:

John:

- Hastur

- King

- He Who is Not to Be Named

- Lord of Carcosa

- Your (Arthur’s) better half

- Hastur’s Heart

- This yella fella/yellow fellow

- Lovable curmudgeon (who just wants a second chance)

- Darling

- Narrator

- Fair weathered friend

- Golden Boy

- Lemon Head

- Honey

Arthur Lester:

- My love

- Artie

- The little boy from Arkham that made it so

- Kiddo

- The kid

- The Investigator from Arkham

- Our little English rose

- Canary in a coal mine

listened to malevolent. for like. 5 mins.

Well if you play the piano you should actually be pretty used to hammers Arthur I don’t know why you’re so upset about this.

I may have made the Kayne on the fic am writing a fucking gen z and you know what that's okay 😔

Arthur Lester sometimes