HMMMM

that deep cleansing diarrhea coming in after not eating properly for 3 days 😍😍

Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.

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when you gain weight or aren’t happy with the scale, instead of lashing out onto yourself or others and making things all around worse on yourself and possibly pushing you towards a binge try

💖 going for a walk first thing in the morning to set a successful, motivated mood

💖 shave, exfoliate and/or lotion your legs

💖 make an aesthetic board for your favorite thinspo and print it, post it or save it somewhere

💖 plan out your intake or meals for the week and get EXCITED

💖 write out your feelings about yourself on one paper and burn it/rip it up. write out what your goals are on another and fold it up and save it for yourself somewhere. it helps.

💖 start a jigsaw puzzle. I find this helps keep my brain alert, distracts me from binging and generally just keeps me busy for a while. you can find these online if you don’t want the physical puzzles.

💖 remember that the best results you will see in yourself are when you’re motivated for YOU and not for someone else

I hate being short and fat. I wish I was short and skinny.

Seeing this, is your reminder to drink cold water with cucumbers in it.

Seeing skinny people in the school cafeteria HURTS. Like how are you SO skinny even when you eat wtfff.

I love the skinny part of my ed. Not the part where I get mad at anything food related, getting mad easily and having no energy at all.

I would do ANYTHING to NOT look like that person who stares back at me in the mirror.

Every food disgusts me at this point.

I wanna drown myself. I have gained so much weight.