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a/n : i’m so used to writing on wattpad it’s crazy 🫤

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @strniolo @urmyslxt @cupidsturniolo

ANXIETY PRIME I CANTT

TINY TEXTS PART 2!!

THANK YOU !! 🫶

AWW TYSM FOR 400

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a/n : u guys will get more details on what happened later on but for now? you’ve gotta live with the sadness of not knowing 🫤

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise

i googled why i had a dream about this because i wanna see her again tonight (i swear it’s not as emotional as it sounds) but google gave me two completely different reasons ☺️ how. helpful.

men will never understand this pain.

last night, i had a dream that i was pregnant and throughout the first half of the dream, i was anxiously waiting for my baby to be born. the father wasn't present (still kinda mad that i never got the context of who tf knocked me up 🙄) but i didn't care because i loved my child so much that nothing else in the world mattered.

i know it was only a dream, but istg i could feel kicking in my stomach and i would crave random snacks.

i spent my time making sure to only eat certain foods if they were healthy for the baby. i would spend my day tending to its care to make sure nothing would harm my unborn child. and near the end of my pregnancy, i found out that my child was gonna be a girl !! 🥳🥳

the second half of the dream was spent raising my daughter.

she was literally the funniest, kindest, and the most perfect girl i'd ever encountered. i loved the little shit to death. like i'm not exaggerating when i say i would happily die for her if she asked nicely.

she liked to eat popsicles -- her favorites were the pink ones and she refused to eat anything flavored orange.

she loved slushies, but hated brainfreezes. like, ik that nobody enjoys getting a brain freeze, but she despised them. she would refuse to drink / eat cold foods due to her fear of getting one. ☹️

her favorite way to pass time was to draw in her coloring book. she liked to use crayons more than colored pencils or markers. she said they blended better ??

i loved her with my entire heart.

but when i woke up from my dream and my little girl wasn't with me? that was the most pain i'd ever felt in my whole life.

i cannot even begin to explain how mind altering that was for me. all my life, i swore up & down that i would never have children. i said this because i helped to raise my younger siblings for YEARS and i hated every second of it. so why would i willingly put myself through that? well i was given a pretty good reasoning after i met my daughter ☺️

i want my baby girl back so bad.

okay my name is erilyn and i go by lyn as a nickname. i've been called lyn all my life & i honestly answer to that quicker than my actual name but you guys don't understand how BADLY i wish my nickname was eri

like ??? imagine how fucking cute that would be 🤭🤭

"hey. what's up, eri?" UGH. MARRY ME.

hi!! i was thinking since halloween is almost here you could write something for vampire!matt? sorry for the very vague request, this is my first ever one. totally understand if you scrap this idea. love your stuff!!🥹

ー ★ !! vamp

pairing : vampire!matt sturniolo x fem!reader

synopsis : what it would be like to date matt as a vampire

a/n : i decided to do hcs instead of a fic because i wasn't given much context and i wanted to get this req done before halloween , also im sorry it’s so short </3

- when you guys would met, matt was so into you that he had absolutely no intention on telling you that he was a vampire. he thought you would leave him if you knew the truth

- ofc, you found out eventually and at first you were taken aback and a bit scared…

- but you quickly realized that he’s the same man you fell in love with — regardless of what he’s been through

- you made an effort to reassure him that you don’t have any intention of leaving him. you told him over and over that you loved him regardless

- the moment matt heard those words come from your mouth, he broke down

- he was so convinced that being who he was made him unlovable. so he never even considered the possibility of you being okay with him being what he is

- matt cried on your shoulder, repeating that he loved you and that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to him

- your guys relationship was very lighthearted — which is kinda surprising considering the fact that he’s a literal vampire !!

- whenever you get hot, you know his body temperature is super cold so you’ll snuggle up on him to cool off

- you also love to do his make-up because his skin is super pale and all the colors show up beautifully against his face

- since his worst fear is you leaving him, matt’s always touching you; not in a sexual way. he just genuinely craves your touch because he knows that if he’s holding you, you’re not in danger

- you feel incredibly safe when you’re in his arms. it’s actually crazy how secure he makes you feel

- you know he could beat anyone’s ass and that he would never do anything to hurt you, so you know you’re in the safest place in the world when he’s holding you

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okay guys i swear ill update absence tonight

i’ve been REALLY busy lately i’m sorry 😔😔

everyone bare w me, i’m working on a fic rn & it’s really good so far 🎀😚

it’s also the longest i’ve ever written !