I’m In The Middle Of A Fic And I’m Literally Obsessed With It So Far I’m So Excited For U Guys

men will never understand this pain.

last night, i had a dream that i was pregnant and throughout the first half of the dream, i was anxiously waiting for my baby to be born. the father wasn't present (still kinda mad that i never got the context of who tf knocked me up 🙄) but i didn't care because i loved my child so much that nothing else in the world mattered.

i know it was only a dream, but istg i could feel kicking in my stomach and i would crave random snacks.

i spent my time making sure to only eat certain foods if they were healthy for the baby. i would spend my day tending to its care to make sure nothing would harm my unborn child. and near the end of my pregnancy, i found out that my child was gonna be a girl !! 🥳🥳

the second half of the dream was spent raising my daughter.

she was literally the funniest, kindest, and the most perfect girl i'd ever encountered. i loved the little shit to death. like i'm not exaggerating when i say i would happily die for her if she asked nicely.

she liked to eat popsicles -- her favorites were the pink ones and she refused to eat anything flavored orange.

she loved slushies, but hated brainfreezes. like, ik that nobody enjoys getting a brain freeze, but she despised them. she would refuse to drink / eat cold foods due to her fear of getting one. ☹️

her favorite way to pass time was to draw in her coloring book. she liked to use crayons more than colored pencils or markers. she said they blended better ??

i loved her with my entire heart.

but when i woke up from my dream and my little girl wasn't with me? that was the most pain i'd ever felt in my whole life.

i cannot even begin to explain how mind altering that was for me. all my life, i swore up & down that i would never have children. i said this because i helped to raise my younger siblings for YEARS and i hated every second of it. so why would i willingly put myself through that? well i was given a pretty good reasoning after i met my daughter ☺️

i want my baby girl back so bad.

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a/n : i don’t rlly have anything to say here so im gonna use this space to remind u all to eat and drink smth today!!

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise

my fr webpage for tumblr is ugly rn because it’s set up for my told theme

but i’ll be changing that later today (my laptop broke)

when hozier said "my life was a storm since i was born, how could i fear any hurricane?" i cried

— ★ !! profiles

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a/n : sorry guys , i didn't know you wouldn't be able to read chris's first tweet. i didn't notice until after it was posted. it says "okay guys !! lets shut up about my bio!! ik that goats baa not sheep 😁"

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i mainly write for the sturniolo triplets. however, if you would like me to write about someone who is in a different fandom, i would gladly do so. don’t be afraid to ask !!

[ requests :: open ]

U GUYS ARE INSANE STOP (don’t stop)

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a/n : i’ve got nothing to say ☺️☺️

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a/n : u should go follow me on insta (@//erilynlovesbook)

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he poppin in to say WHAT THE FUCK !!!

is he TRYING to kill me ???? ☺️ bc babe it’s working