should i be insulted š„¹
calling staying up late "pulling a cinna"
there just aren't any girls cuter than me...
there just aren't any girls cuter than me...
im hyping myself up i really do not know how to panel LMAO
@musicalmoritz i offer this sacrifice to the aoinene queen
there just aren't any girls cuter than me...
there just aren't any girls cuter than me...
everyone take a look at my queen š„ŗ she's getting so much love <3333
So much Mei's art lately I am so happy ššš
(And siblings interactions š)
HOLY SHITT the lightning, the background, the artstyle, the colors?!!!?! The animation team ate with this one I fear. I was gagged I AM SO MESMERIZED. This is actually my favorite panels other than the hananene and mitsukou stargazing scenes and I am so glad they did this one so well.
i can do it.
but will you do it?
... no.
without a room, i am mush. but for now i have an air-conditioned room so i am mush in a room but later when i leave iāll just be mush
anyways. welcome back to cinnaās reaction fic shenanigans. please tell me which yallād prefer...
... in the polls section below! + obligatory reaction fic shoutout :ā)
itās 1am. letās see what my adhd riddled sleep deprived jshk obsessed brain has to offer us today. expect nothing, i donāt make sense at this hour i might make this a daily thing, because my insomnia will keep me up anyways and itās interesting what i do at night⦠summary: mostly just me ranting about today. and my crippling sense of self
i just cried for like half a minute and it was absolutely wonderful. highly recommend. at least an eleventh of my stress has been washed away (even if itāll replenish extra during the weekdays).
itās been all around horrible for the second half of the day, and partly possibly because i skipped lunch and stuff,,, but maybe because my self validation meter is running low and thereās literally nobody here to help?? maybe?
i want so badly to have an irl friend to yap about everything to. it feels too much like ive been taking all the yapping and doing absolutely everything to nod my head and listen like the open-minded person im supposed to be and barely getting to even show any of my thoughts and
itās honestly normal to censor yourself and stuff, right? because you donāt want to let too much of it leak through and look like youāre asking for attention and such but itās such a
what again
replace it with something you can never get (im not making sense at all) anyways, speaking of stuff i can never get, they finally found my lost computer and thatās nice, but iāve been so writing deprived i donāt know whether i can write again, and im sure no one would notice unless i scream it to the hills anyways. wonder how i could get more people to care
and about that, itās time to stop, but iām on a roll so who cares
do you ever just kind of
āi want to post thisā āi want to make thisā āi want to do thisā
ā⦠but no oneās going to see it, so why does it matter?ā
how does one break out of this? because i knwo itās all writing for yourself but self-indulgence can only last so long (i regret making that oc so badly right now it hurts) but itās not good for health and i know that
how do i continue this? iāll stop. someone talk to me, i think im going insane-
dead tired but wants to write will be my mood for the next 12h because oops itās an hour away from early morning.
oops i did nothing for an entire night.
oops i did not sleep.
oops i did not eat.
oops i (did it again-)
oops i
oops
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. if only i could write without turning into a zombie to gain motivation. i hear the birds. itās gonna be a wonderfully bad day
*rereads picture perfect arc*
*cries*
*dries tears & continues reading*
*reaches sacrifice of the grim reaper arc*
*cries even more*
*empties a tissue box & continues reading*
*reaches the severance*
*shuts book*
*collapses onto bed*
*dies*
ćhi, i'm cinna! she/theyļ½writer, artist, daydreamerćć cloud dweller . . . i hide in shijima's towerćily shijima & hanako ā i write fics on ao3 . . .ć
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