You ever read something and it just feels like a gut punch? Yikes.
abandonment issues slayyyy
my heart is full of you, you, you.
my love for you is overflowing.
my pulse is racing - it's crying your name.
it is just you. it is always you. again and again and again.
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J̸̡͕̯͇̓̿̈́͗͛̉̅ě̸̬̩̺͑́͋͐̋̎a̶̛̻͓̦͔͚̒͗ͅḻ̶̗̦̼̈́o̵͍̱̺͆͊͆́͛̑̈́ŭ̸͍̘̟͈̎͐̈́͝s̶͕̜̀͌̀̓͛͐̎̕y̷̢̢̟̝͇͕̦̻̑̀̊͌̓̚ ̴̛̻͕̞͔̹̆̑̐̏͘͘͝J̴͎͎̬͈̘̍̈͒̃e̴̝̖̪̓̂̎a̴̛̺̖͎͇̣̘͖̠̽̚l̸̙̗̣̋̿̈͐̓͠ỏ̵̧̬̻̙̩̩͋͘ű̶̪̲͎̤̪̪ş̴̱͍̱̈͊̀͐͒̂̍̃̕ŷ̶̞̯͊̾̐ ̵̨̰͇̮̼̙̻̞̔̒̅̓̏̍̒͠J̷̢̬͕̞̺̔̇e̵̱͇̱̪̻̯̠̓̈́̌͑͌͝͝ả̵̢̡̧̮̖͕̲̈́̃͝͝l̵̨̤̻̊̃̔͐̒̂̈́̚͜o̵̩͍̩̤͔͊̑̏̑̑u̴͖̺̩͔͇̠̐s̸͉̠̥͓̞͙̥͍̞͐ỳ̷̛͙̗̠̱̻̼́̈́͑̈ ̷̗̀́̓J̸̨̛̩̺̮̾̇̓̏̆̾̓̕e̶̢̧̙̖̲̖͋́̃̏̌͊͝ā̸͈̐͗͋̊̂͗̍̕l̸̡̩͉͔̣̇͌̋͠ͅo̶̤͑͊̇͆̇̽͐͝͝ư̴̹̏͊̍́͠͝͠s̸͙̥̟̰͚͓̔́́ÿ̵͙́J̶̧͕̠͇͔̼̮̩̄̓̾̏͛͛̈́̚e̸̺͔̜̽̅̈́̀̑͠à̷͈̜͕͓́͆l̷̢̛͎̩̮̲͕͋͑̍̓̕o̸̧̦͂̇̆̔͛̎́̄͠ú̵̙͙͈̿̽̆͘͝s̸̢̊ý̶̳̟̣͂̒ ̸̡̮̣̥͍̥̘̂̈́̾͒̓̂ͅJ̶̠̱̗̗̳̯̌͗͑̈́̌̂̚͜͜ê̶̖̓͛́͗̄̓͗͜a̷͙̦̼̪͍̺̹̞̿̋̂̈́l̴̨̡̡̺̣̀̔͜͝͝͝ǫ̶̝͑̽̂̿͑͘͜͝͝u̵̻̠̱͖̙̇͗͗̏́́̏͌̚s̸̡̨̼͔̪̘̝͒̓y̸̦̆̐̒̋͘ J̸̡͕̯͇̓̿̈́͗͛̉̅ě̸̬̩̺͑́͋͐̋̎a̶̛̻͓̦͔͚̒͗ͅḻ̶̗̦̼̈́o̵͍̱̺͆͊͆́͛̑̈́ŭ̸͍̘̟͈̎͐̈́͝s̶͕̜̀͌̀̓͛͐̎̕y̷̢̢̟̝͇͕̦̻̑̀̊͌̓̚ ̴̛̻͕̞͔̹̆̑̐̏͘͘͝J̴͎͎̬͈̘̍̈͒̃e̴̝̖̪̓̂̎a̴̛̺̖͎͇̣̘͖̠̽̚l̸̙̗̣̋̿̈͐̓͠ỏ̵̧̬̻̙̩̩͋͘ű̶̪̲͎̤̪̪ş̴̱͍̱̈͊̀͐͒̂̍̃̕ŷ̶̞̯͊̾̐ ̵̨̰͇̮̼̙̻̞̔̒̅̓̏̍̒͠J̷̢̬͕̞̺̔̇e̵̱͇̱̪̻̯̠̓̈́̌͑͌͝͝ả̵̢̡̧̮̖͕̲̈́̃͝͝l̵̨̤̻̊̃̔͐̒̂̈́̚͜o̵̩͍̩̤͔͊̑̏̑̑u̴͖̺̩͔͇̠̐s̸͉̠̥͓̞͙̥͍̞͐ỳ̷̛͙̗̠̱̻̼́̈́͑̈ ̷̗̀́̓J̸̨̛̩̺̮̾̇̓̏̆̾̓̕e̶̢̧̙̖̲̖͋́̃̏̌͊͝ā̸͈̐͗͋̊̂͗̍̕l̸̡̩͉͔̣̇͌̋͠ͅo̶̤͑͊̇͆̇̽͐͝͝ư̴̹̏͊̍́͠͝͠s̸͙̥̟̰͚͓̔́́ÿ̵͙́J̶̧͕̠͇͔̼̮̩̄̓̾̏͛͛̈́̚e̸̺͔̜̽̅̈́̀̑͠à̷͈̜͕͓́͆l̷̢̛͎̩̮̲͕͋͑̍̓̕o̸̧̦͂̇̆̔͛̎́̄͠ú̵̙͙͈̿̽̆͘͝s̸̢̊ý̶̳̟̣͂̒ ̸̡̮̣̥͍̥̘̂̈́̾͒̓̂ͅJ̶̠̱̗̗̳̯̌͗͑̈́̌̂̚͜͜ê̶̖̓͛́͗̄̓͗͜a̷͙̦̼̪͍̺̹̞̿̋̂̈́l̴̨̡̡̺̣̀̔͜͝͝͝ǫ̶̝͑̽̂̿͑͘͜͝͝u̵̻̠̱͖̙̇͗͗̏́́̏͌̚s̸̡̨̼͔̪̘̝͒̓y̸̦̆̐̒̋͘ ̵̧̛̹͙͍̠͚̓̄̎̎̽͋J̶̲̰͂̓̑̇̃͂͗͝ḙ̷̅́̓́̽͆̈́͐ả̵̱͕̩͂̽̕̕͝l̴̥̜̩̳͙͇̲̽͛͗̐͗̈͗̕͜ò̵̦̩̝͇̳̩̩͑͆͌͗̏͛̒͝ụ̵̧̱̙̔͗s̶̛̥̦̼̊́́͘ẏ̴͓̙̝̞̬̜̬ ̸̨̤̳̲͚̑J̵̗̩̘̦̯͕̈́̏̾̾͂̾̋̎͘e̵͖̣͊̒̂a̵̝̮̯̼̣̙̦̗̔́͒̋̇͠l̸̜̘̖̾́́̾̕͜͠ớ̷̪̣̻̮͓̥͍̗̦̂̊͋̃̈u̶̥̱͉̺̹̙̙͐̋̈̎̌̈́s̵̢̫̬̮̪͈͖͈͂̕̕̚ÿ̶̢̘͈̪̠̩̮́͑͌͗ ̵̧̛̹͙͍̠͚̓̄̎̎̽͋J̶̲̰͂̓̑̇̃͂͗͝ḙ̷̅́̓́̽͆̈́͐ả̵̱͕̩͂̽̕̕͝l̴̥̜̩̳͙͇̲̽͛͗̐͗̈͗̕͜ò̵̦̩̝͇̳̩̩͑͆͌͗̏͛̒͝ụ̵̧̱̙̔͗s̶̛̥̦̼̊́́͘ẏ̴͓̙̝̞̬̜̬ ̸̨̤̳̲͚̑J̵̗̩̘̦̯͕̈́̏̾̾͂̾̋̎͘e̵͖̣͊̒̂a̵̝̮̯̼̣̙̦̗̔́͒̋̇͠l̸̜̘̖̾́́̾̕͜͠ớ̷̪̣̻̮͓̥͍̗̦̂̊͋̃̈u̶̥̱͉̺̹̙̙͐̋̈̎̌̈́s̵̢̫̬̮̪͈͖͈͂̕̕̚ÿ̶̢̘͈̪̠̩̮́͑͌͗ J̸̡͕̯͇̓̿̈́͗͛̉̅ě̸̬̩̺͑́͋͐̋̎a̶̛̻͓̦͔͚̒͗ͅḻ̶̗̦̼̈́o̵͍̱̺͆͊͆́͛̑̈́ŭ̸͍̘̟͈̎͐̈́͝s̶͕̜̀͌̀̓͛͐̎̕y̷̢̢̟̝͇͕̦̻̑̀̊͌̓̚ ̴̛̻͕̞͔̹̆̑̐̏͘͘͝J̴͎͎̬͈̘̍̈͒̃e̴̝̖̪̓̂̎a̴̛̺̖͎͇̣̘͖̠̽̚l̸̙̗̣̋̿̈͐̓͠ỏ̵̧̬̻̙̩̩͋͘ű̶̪̲͎̤̪̪ş̴̱͍̱̈͊̀͐͒̂̍̃̕ŷ̶̞̯͊̾̐ ̵̨̰͇̮̼̙̻̞̔̒̅̓̏̍̒͠J̷̢̬͕̞̺̔̇e̵̱͇̱̪̻̯̠̓̈́̌͑͌͝͝ả̵̢̡̧̮̖͕̲̈́̃͝͝l̵̨̤̻̊̃̔͐̒̂̈́̚͜o̵̩͍̩̤͔͊̑̏̑̑u̴͖̺̩͔͇̠̐s̸͉̠̥͓̞͙̥͍̞͐ỳ̷̛͙̗̠̱̻̼́̈́͑̈ ̷̗̀́̓J̸̨̛̩̺̮̾̇̓̏̆̾̓̕e̶̢̧̙̖̲̖͋́̃̏̌͊͝ā̸͈̐͗͋̊̂͗̍̕l̸̡̩͉͔̣̇͌̋͠ͅo̶̤͑͊̇͆̇̽͐͝͝ư̴̹̏͊̍́͠͝͠s̸͙̥̟̰͚͓̔́́ÿ̵͙́J̶̧͕̠͇͔̼̮̩̄̓̾̏͛͛̈́̚e̸̺͔̜̽̅̈́̀̑͠à̷͈̜͕͓́͆l̷̢̛͎̩̮̲͕͋͑̍̓̕o̸̧̦͂̇̆̔͛̎́̄͠ú̵̙͙͈̿̽̆͘͝s̸̢̊ý̶̳̟̣͂̒ ̸̡̮̣̥͍̥̘̂̈́̾͒̓̂ͅJ̶̠̱̗̗̳̯̌͗͑̈́̌̂̚͜͜ê̶̖̓͛́͗̄̓͗͜a̷͙̦̼̪͍̺̹̞̿̋̂̈́l̴̨̡̡̺̣̀̔͜͝͝͝ǫ̶̝͑̽̂̿͑͘͜͝͝u̵̻̠̱͖̙̇͗͗̏́́̏͌̚s̸̡̨̼͔̪̘̝͒̓y̸̦̆̐̒̋͘ ̵̧̛̹͙͍̠͚̓̄̎̎̽͋J̶̲̰͂̓̑̇̃͂͗͝ḙ̷̅́̓́̽͆̈́͐ả̵̱͕̩͂̽̕̕͝l̴̥̜̩̳͙͇̲̽͛͗̐͗̈͗̕͜ò̵̦̩̝͇̳̩̩͑͆͌͗̏͛̒͝ụ̵̧̱̙̔͗s̶̛̥̦̼̊́́͘ẏ̴͓̙̝̞̬̜̬ J̸̡͕̯͇̓̿̈́͗͛̉̅ě̸̬̩̺͑́͋͐̋̎a̶̛̻͓̦͔͚̒͗ͅḻ̶̗̦̼̈́o̵͍̱̺͆͊͆́͛̑̈́ŭ̸͍̘̟͈̎͐̈́͝s̶͕̜̀͌̀̓͛͐̎̕y̷̢̢̟̝͇͕̦̻̑̀̊͌̓̚ ̴̛̻͕̞͔̹̆̑̐̏͘͘͝J̴͎͎̬͈̘̍̈͒̃e̴̝̖̪̓̂̎a̴̛̺̖͎͇̣̘͖̠̽̚l̸̙̗̣̋̿̈͐̓͠o̵͘ ̸̨̤̳̲͚̑J̵̗̩̘̦̯͕̈́̏̾̾͂̾̋̎͘e̵͖̣͊̒̂a̵̝̮̯̼̣̙̦̗̔́͒̋̇͠l̸̜̘̖̾́́̾̕͜͠ớ̷̪̣̻̮͓̥͍̗̦̂̊͋̃̈u̶̥̱͉̺̹̙̙͐̋̈̎̌̈́s̵̢̫̬̮̪͈͖͈͂̕̕̚ÿ̶̢̘͈̪̠̩̮́͑͌͗ ̴̖̦̲͚̍̆̚͠J̵̢̩̱̳͙͔͕̦̫͝e̸͔͙̣̹͆͆ȧ̶̝̖̺̠͍̞͉̩̏̈́̔͝l̶̯̾̊̏͆̆͑̏̈́͗ͅo̶͖͚͖̼̾́́̆̿̓͑̂̀ͅų̶͕͕͇̞̍̾̎s̵̨̝̦̮̺̲̠͛͊̉̀̆͜͜y̷̨͎̯̦̜͇͚̘̒̈́̈́́́̓J̶̧͕̠͇͔̼̮̩̄̓̾̏͛͛̈́̚e̸̺͔̜̽̅̈́̀̑͠à̷͈̜͕͓́͆l̷̢̛͎̩̮̲͕͋͑̍̓̕o̸̧̦͂̇̆̔͛̎́̄͠ú̵̙͙͈̿̽̆͘͝s̸̢̊ý̶̳̟̣͂̒ ̶͈̰͈̣̤̖̩̯͇͒J̷̧̜͎͚͕̗̗̘̋͋ͅe̵͎̋̈͗̓̔̓à̷̘͎̊ľ̷̨͇̜̆̒o̵̘̟̝̳̻̟̳̅̆̃͐͆͂́͜ȗ̴͕̰̱̙͚̱̹̖̼̄͂͋́͘s̶̞̲̳͕̝̦̭͙̾̍͗̽̅̉ͅỳ̷̢̮̩̞͉̀̋͐̇͝͝ ̷̨̫͓̜͕̘̦̇̍J̴̛̭͇͔͖̦̫̘͕̤̃̃̌͂̆̚e̸̯̤̗̊ȧ̵͉̳̰̻̩̏̕l̴͖͊̀o̵̯̓̚u̷͇͎̖̼̭̹͋͒̓͗͝s̸̪̙̙͚̜̦͂͌̎̎̌̎͗̕͠ͅy̴̳̗̯̰͈̹̟͚̆̎̏͒ ̷̡̡̱̲̞̓̀̕J̴̳̽͘ē̴̥̯̾̆͑̄̊͠a̴̠͙̙̿̄͐̆̾̌̄͐̈́l̸͈̘̂̔̍̿o̴̘̍ŭ̸̼̤̪̈̒͛̄̇̎̚͠ͅŝ̵̱̫̙̓̈́̽̍͂y̵͈͚̖̩̝̟͓̣͂̎̾̉͐́͑̓͒ ̶̧͉̤̎͛̈́͊͂̌͝͠͠J̵̡̡̨̙̞̟͇̼̃̓̅̈́̈́̋̋̾e̵̮̓͒́̈́̈͜a̴̜̼̟̍̔̓̂͘̕͠͠l̶̼̹̘̯͕̦͊͑̄̊͊͜͝ͅo̶̧̦̯̝̿̕ṷ̸̧̨̠̠͍͉̠͑̾̋̑̕͝͠ś̵̛̫͈͍̈́̓̑̂̑ẙ̸͈̙͍̌̈́͝ ̴̬̬̯̜̣͊͂̎̀̚J̶̢̼͍̍̓͑̎ͅë̵̡̢̤̭̠̟̹̬́̔͋ȧ̴͈͖͎͌͑̑l̵͎̖̺̗͖͙̱͗̀͐̾̓̉̈́̂͂ǫ̴̩̠̻̙̰̮͎́͌̅͋͝u̵̧̳̳̩̗͙͉̰͂̃̊ś̸̢̪̜̈͌̎͜ỳ̷̫̯͈̺̮͖̻͊͛̅͗̄̑̀̕ͅ ̴̡̙͚͔̝͇̖͝J̵̧͎̯͈̺̫̠̓͛̑̐̒͘͜ȩ̷̭͉̞̰̘̪̀́͋͛à̴͖̲̳̩͈̠̹̐͋̃̓͆̂̂ͅļ̸̜͚̬̪̰͓̈́̏̌o̴̢̺̹̟̿̑͒̽̑̂͂̕͝u̴̱̠̖̰̗̼̅̑͊̌̋́ş̸̀̿͛̊̊́̕͘y̴̨̫̥̼̺̽͋̆͌̿̿͆̆͜ ̴̢̛̣̹͙͙̬̘͌͛̅̉̆͋͠͠ͅJ̸̛͈̘́̈́͋͛̎͊̉͝ė̵̼͕̙͜ầ̴̠̣̬̺͐͂͑̌͑͝͝l̴̗͌̋̌̚ͅò̷̡̩͇̄̈́ų̵̗̻̣͚͓̘̅̀̆̍̎̈́͜͝͝s̷͚̪̰̠̙͊̃̄̓̀̄̔̄͑ͅͅỷ̷̯̬͎̬̀̈́̋̍̇͂͐ ̵̮͉̤̟̿͜J̷̧̙̜͌̒̉̓̕e̸̢̧̹̺̙̬͋͗̀͊ȁ̶̡̪̫̻̘̥̲̙͝ͅl̶̳̳͙͎̯̱̈ͅo̴̭̣̘͒̅ͅṵ̵͈̱̜͉͍̭̔̀̄͘͝͝s̸̞̦̦̗͒̒̋̀͠ý̸̰̪̯͈̥̤͎͎̞̑̈́ ̷̪̻̱̞̮͙̳͎́J̴̳͔̯̟͎̈́ḙ̵̓̍̓̌͂ă̶̻̞̣̘̄́͛l̷̲̠̥̩̇̑o̸̡̘̞͈̝̝͕̓̐͋̎̍̄͜ȕ̵̠̖͍͛ş̵̠̾͑̐͝y̸̨̬͎̗̪̩̪̔̋̏̉̆̊͠ ̷̱͔̣̪̍͗ͅJ̵̙̹͈̉̋͌̃̍ĕ̸̛̯͎̥͚̱ͅͅȁ̵̢͑͗̔ľ̸̘̮͓̖o̷̢̧̧̹̰̫͊u̶̢̡̧͇̳̞̩͈̽́͐̃͌̕͜͠͝s̷̛̹͂̀̉͗ỹ̵̠̳̮̩̲͔̟̌̾̈́͜͠ ̴̢̢̩͕̺͒͝J̵̯͒̄͑ê̵̥̤̹̭͠à̶̩̪͚̹͍͕̂̍͂l̸̙̟̮̲̥̃o̷̹̘̣͇̻͑̊̿̈̓̚͝ȕ̶̗͉͑̍͊͝͠s̴̜̖̖̹̈́́̿̒̀͛͂̃y̸̡̖̬͍̮̮̖̙͙͗̎̿
You make life so much better and that's a fact. Without you, life is a barren wasteland that I don't want to live in. I need you to feel like existing is worth it. Please stay? Forever with me?
The thought of ever losing you scares me more than every other phobia combined
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