Madibun-blog - My Dear ღ

me irl

I love you so much that it makes my heart ache! ❤️

me rn :<

Age difference hurts.

i love him and he loves me, but things are so much more than this.

I talk to him everyday, and i want to be with him forever, yet our forever feels like it has a due date.

I wont ever be able to introduce him to my mom, nor to my friends.

I love him and he loves me, but are we truly meant to be ?

yesterday was my birthday </3

WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

i just wanna be yours ♡︎

cannibalism doodles ^___^

unloveable

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