Madibun-blog - My Dear ღ

hi tumblr, i feel so empty& sad even tho things in my life are good. using my blog to cope again lolzzzz i haven’t been on here in ages </3

i just want to be seen by you. only you.

I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.

I wish I could believe people when they say they enjoy my company

I love him so much, sometimes I wanna lock him in my basement so he can't talk to anyone but me<333

i wish so deeply for someone to love me. for once, someone to love me with my best interests in mind, the same way i have been selflessly loving others my whole life. love me like a person, not a concept. love me like a person, not a toy. love me like a person, not a distraction. love me like a person, not a buffer for the in-between. love me like i love them. with all their heart.

i would still love you forever if you only wanted to use me for your own pleasure. even if it meant you didn't really love me, i just want to be with you, i'd do anything to keep you with me.

yesterday was my birthday </3