Having OCD Is So Weird And Silly. Like, I Know That There Isn't A Monster Under My Bed Who’s Gonna

Y'all gonna hate me but when I saw this...

I thought of this...

It’s so strange

I can never fully express what it’s like living with a tbi and the recovery, nothing ever sounds right, all the words feel wrong.

It’s like I’m transcribing a language dead and gone, all the words I have to say you don’t understand, you don’t have the words for what I felt, you don’t have any conjugations or phrases that equate to my grief. so I’m just left saying,

“It was bad”

Glad Sanji isn’t real bc they wouldn’t be able to handle seeing I Saw The Tv Glow without at least 4 mental breakdowns

sketching Zolu as sacrilegious art is my favorite thing ever I can't wait to add color

weird that blue lock fans think Shidou is the dumb one in the relationship and Sae is the smart one.

Because I'm pretty sure Shidou is a sensitive intellectual who likes art and philosophy and thinks deeply about everything.

Whereas there's literally nothing in Sae's head except a soccer ball, bouncing around the empty space.

When it hits a corner, he experiences a thought.

This flare-up’s taking its sweet time stg

Zolu sketch but it's them as that gay ass art piece The Fall, by Alan Stephen Foster

Having pots is crazy bc I’ll be sitting in the ER with a bpm of 160, just chilling, occasionally slumping over and losing control of motor skills but then going right back to joking—

MEANWHILE the nurses look at me like

I think ppl tend to brush over the loneliness of brain trauma and how isolating it is to be recovering from a tbi (traumatic brain injury)

I've been in recovery for 2yrs and something I don't think ppl fully understand is how when ur trying to “move on” and “go back to normal”, your body doesn't move like your body anymore.

It doesn't feel like your body anymore.

There is nothing more devastating than trying live your life in a body that doesn't feel like yours or work like the body you once had. Like how tf do you expect me to move on when my limbs don't feel like my limbs?!

You're left mourning the death of the body you once had and no one else sees or knows how disconnected from yourself you feel.

Brain damage sucks

This is my apology to the One Piece fandom, I said I’d never watch a show that long bc it can’t be that good.

I was wrong.

It is very much in fact good.