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Yeah no if makes perfect sense why Langa competes in S even if he just learned how to skate.

This is the same kid who admits to Reki that he can’t read or write Japanese well. And yet still applies for a position with Cherry’s prestigious calligraphy studio.

It makes total sense.

Granted Langa was a snowboarder so that definitely helps.

But honestly even if he didn’t have that experience I don’t think it would’ve stopped him from attending Mario Kart: Skating edition.

Langa has a lot of self confidence and that’s what truly sets him and Reki apart more than their actual skills.

some fifteen chuuyas

Hi! Are you able to make a “bro, I am straight up not having a good time” but with aku instead of atsushi? You don’t have to!

Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

Downtime in Mementos.

Don't worry, it was Ryuji's idea.

dramatically and violently turns into a werewolf and then continues doing the same thing I was doing before

the fuck. just saw something that made me think about how ryunosuke doesn't have anything wrong w his lungs in beast where he still does live in the slums. so you could totally make an argument that says dazai's abuse is what brought on his disease. and I just like. ???

I am never deleting this app

Throwback to that time I cursed ye

All ten of my followers are actually hostages I have tied up in an abandoned grain silo & am monologuing to

now available on my redbubble: here

He who holds the orb holds it

doomed lesbians version :P i wanan do ivan next but ivantill demon is fighting atm XD

Normal Soukoku interaction:

find this video on tiktok too guys🥺🙏 (beta.fishe on tt) this is my second attempt on editing LOL

ARTED!!

blonde twink from alienstage

my darling michizou

practicing clothing sketches featuring my favorite disaster

Wowie me when I’m an alien and on stage

"tragedies: the love was there"

I keep thinking about how Ivan wanting to be used—“consumed”—by Till is so indicative of his view on the world, and I don’t just mean his low self-esteem. 

Ivan has a very pessimistic outlook on his life as a human pet, understandably so, and it doesn’t seem like he believes that he can ever radically change his circumstances but only make them temporarily more bearable by complying with the Segyein’s demands. This is why he was initially fascinated and later fell for Till, because of his rebelliousness and willingness to stand up for himself and fight back, something that Ivan does not believe he can ever do. But we do see Ivan doing this when he decides to go behind the Segyein’s backs and free Till from their punishments, we see this culminate into Ivan wanting to escape fully with Till during the meteor show scene. Till brings out hope in Ivan.

However, this is where the disillusionment begins, because Till turns back, and Ivan follows because he loves Till and doesn’t want to leave him behind in that cage, but also because he's associated that feeling with him. They go back, and nothing changes. They’ve reentered the loop and cannot truly move forward. The best Ivan can do for himself is play the role he’s been given, and the best he can do for Till is to help him whenever he’s been punished. Ivan watches as Till’s rebelliousness is twisted by their oppressors into something marketable for the masses, just like all other areas of their lives. If Ivan is destined to be exploited and inevitably tossed aside once he can no longer be profited off of, then he at least wants to be torn apart by the one he adores and holds most dear. This is the last bit of hope Till can extract from Ivan, one last rebellious act towards the ones that have harmed him, releasing him from this cycle. He looks at Till and thinks, “I want you to kill me before the world does.”

I want to see you in my dreams but then forget

We're meant to be but not yet

difficulty changing

anaxa wip💚💫

An older drawing of Akutagawa I made, no one really liked it but I’m fond of it 😊

Mogami and Minori