god the true crime ppl in the fnaf universe must be fucking insufferable
watched sk8 the infinity for the blue/red yaoi, but nobody told me to watch out for whatever the fuck the pink and the green guy have going on
Thinking about what the Beast version of these current manga events would be.
And somehow it’s even more heartbreaking.
Because Beast Akutagawa has already gone through the pain of losing the people he cares about and blaming himself for it.
The Agency became his new home and now he’s losing them too.
Beast Kunikida, the man who hugged him close and told him he wasn’t evil. He smiles at him now as he fades away.
Beast Junichiro, the boy who came to his aid when he tried to walk a painful path alone. He tried to fight alone to spare him and is taken out with a pained smile.
Beast Kenji, the boy who took his hand showed him he was never alone. His hand is still in Beast Akutugawa’s grasp.
The President apologises but it’s Beast Akutugawa who should be sorry.
Its all his fault.
He’s a jinx. He’s a curse. He couldn’t save his friends then and he can’t save them now. He drops to his knees as the divine being floats closer.
Beast Akutagawa doesn’t fear death. But he’s terrified of being alone in this wretched world. His sister wants nothing to do with him, if shes even still out there now.
But at least now, he can return to the new home he forged.
He closes his eyes and surrenders himself ti his fate. He’s sure the Man in Black is watching in amusement but he doesn’t care.
Oda…I’m sorry.
But before the blade can strike something stops it. Beast Akutagawa looks up stares in surprise at his apparent saviour.
Though he supposed it made sense that the day he let himself die, he’d come face to face with the Reaper.
NOWHERE... 🥀
Hey bestie, the ship is cute, but maybe it's time to give our eyes a rest and close ao3, okay? Your friends are starting to worry.
Bsd 121.5
Atsushi: I…I can’t..
Dazai (hallucination): Why not?
Atsushi: I can move forward or backward. But I don’t know how to walk toward the past or the future.
Dazai (hallucination): It’s simple, feel strongly. That’s what you do when you want to experience the past.
(This moment here reminds me of this one.)
Bsd Chapter 39 - Portrait of a Father
Atsushi: I…What kind of expression should I make? It’s obvious that the person I hate is dead and no longer of this world.
Atsushi: Yet I don’t know what kind of expression to make to that.
Dazai: Those are your feelings. It’s okay to make whatever expression you want. I can only say one general thing.
Dazai: People tend to cry when their father dies.
(I think it’s also important to note that chapter 39 ends with Atsushi crying for the first time in the series.
Crying is something Atsushi has been told growing up is a privilege he doesn’t posses. But Dazai gives him permission to do so and in that Atsushi lets himself feel strongly to experience the past.
Which may be why the hallucination of Dazai is giving him that same advice here.)
i adore kaito and toya interactions
happy birthday sunny… this is very late and rushed.., oops 🥯 (hoping i wont find like 174937 mistakes later)
reigen arataka
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