she/herminorresident of an Actual Nightmare
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high school girls don't even hide the fact they vape anymore they just look at you like this and take a hit
was talking about my father (who i am estranged from and have been for 13 months) in public to my mom. i bring up how his wife, my stepmother, is an enabler and let him treat me horribly, and some random lady was like "you shouldn't talk about family like that"
ma'am. madam. you were not there. what gives you the right to judge how i should act and talk about a situation that traumatized me??
my father is a diagnosed overt narcissist. for the years i was in middle school all the way til my last semester of freshman year, he treated me and ONLY me (not his other 3 kids) like shit consistently. there's probably a hundred incidents that went down in the 3 years leading up to our estrangement. my stepmother doesn't deserve all the blame because though she is an enabler for his terrible behavior, he is the one that is unwilling to change. it should not have been up to the me of last year to call a 34 year old man out on his bullshit. i was 14.
istg the discussions of mental health on tiktok have made some people irl absolutely insufferable. "he can't control his actions and he doesn't know what he's doing" he's a fucking adult. i don't feel bad about it because sorry, i don't care what he was going through, there's no reason in the world your precious ego should come before the respect of your kid. it would be different if he treated all 4 of us the same and we would have common ground, but it is just ME. they don't know how it's been.
anyway i told her to mind her business bc wtf
this is such little sister shit omg. i've definitely heard my sisters say things like this over the years
alright batman pack it up
she kinda looks like a cover of fire punch. also her design is sooo cool, the sticks built in as kindling so she doesn't die?? pretty great
DO YALL SEE IT
text at the top right says "the new chapter is up! maybe I'll understand from 192!"
felt genuine elation when this dropped. i fucking HATE that guy
close enough, welcome back power hayakawa
i understand jjk is a dark manga but THEY DESERVED THEIR HAPPY GAY ENDING💔 it's not even fair bro
was she stumbled upon by a group of 4 girls by chance
I had a dream that at the end of chainsaw man as punishment for her crimes yoru was turned into a pair of pants
abysmal work.
learned like 3 new tosses and now I'm bored w flag💔 wish they had taught us some choreo instead of fundamentals before the end of training
winter season ended 2 months ago and avon didn't even do wgi this year but last years show still has me in shackles. that part where they have the yellow/white flags and the rifle girls lead up to that girl tossing a 7 or 8?? i think about it daily
WHAT ARE WE TALKING ABT. DEADASS MOST OF THE COMMENTS WERE AGREEING
practicing in the wind call my ass flag stanley
convinced yapping to girls one day and getting their number that same day is a pattern of behavior for me. it's keeping me on my toes
it's not about winning I'm afraid.
and see this is the point where it would be wraps for me😊
tell me why i was retaping my flag bc i knew it needed it after sitting for months and there's like 7 layers of tape on the bottom tip. and the very first layer is YELLOW. the tape is supposed to be white?? who put that many fucking layers of tape on the flag. i just wanna talk
My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.
The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.
Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.
I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.
Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.
I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.
Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.
Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.
Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.
re: that one twitter post that said "men get podcasts and discover things that women figured out when they were 15" or something like that.
today it's the ideology of "i can't do that because it's cringe" and that's not to say adults don't still think like that regardless of gender. but i will be 16 in 3 months and the way i live is that i rarely if ever give a damn about what people think about me. life is simply too short to live for the approval of others.
nobody cares that a hair was out of place from your slickback bun. nobody cares that your socks didn't match today. if it's something that you wouldn't notice on someone else, why worry about anyone else noticing it on you?
be weird, be silly, be fun. a life spent worrying about how you look or dress or act is a joyless life. if it makes YOU happy, that's all there is to it! there's so much going on around us (especially if you live in the US) to try to get you to be less happy. enjoy the little things because this is the only life you can live and choose how to spend it. never change for anyone else. 🎀
love this sm
it’s ninety-nine degrees outside, four fuck-thousand percent humidity, and my husband was like, “i’m gonna go for a bike ride.” and i was like “why. no. why. don’t put us on the news like that. local fool collapses on unnecessary journey. don’t do it.” so he says he doesn’t want to “hide in the house” because the sun is shining. bruh. honeybruh. “the sun is shining” does not cover it. its hot outside. its motherfucking hot as fuck outside. our outdoor plants have been crying into their hands all week. whole cars are melting into the sewer. our fucking patio umbrella developed sentience to ask me for lemonade this morning
i hope le tigre gets paid for those commercials for the rest of forever bc mediocrity rules is so fucking catchy. "yabba dabba dabba dabba doooo" hello???
this will be the last time i say this (im lying) FREE DENJI 2025 PLEASEEE TATSUKI FUJIMOTO IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMOR
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i wouldn't blame denji for attempting tbh. he's been through so many levels of fucked up and it's affected him so heavily
talk abt committing to the bit holyyy
asa is the closest to normal in this entire part if we're being fr
get out.
hes lying to you denji. do not believe a word this pond scum says
finally getting to the fun part!! got measured for costumes and went over a few of my favorite across the floors. also kinda bonding with some new freshies?
we're spinning tomorrow!! probably just doing drop spins but equipment is equipment 🤷🏾♀️
learn.
2020 (one of my first attempts at drawing people)
2024
first use of the sketchbook. it took me an hour to draw this
various art projects
2025
mainly doodles, got a wip rn though
MY FEET HURT😭😭 my DAYS i hate tendus can we get to the flag choreo please. (i will recover within the hour. my left knee is acting up though) so i was wrong and this is our spring training?? it's 2 weeks earlier than last year so that's why i thought twas practice.
i really do want to move on from dance though. i miss my flag and I want to start rifle (shocker ik)
todays pic :
hey idk if anyone lives in the southeast US but WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ALL THIS GODDAMN RAIN??? it is 10 at night and i can't sleep because im scared the rain is literally going to beat my windows in. the time for showers has passed, it's may and we need flowers NEOWWWW