Mardrfish - *fish Brains*

I thought for a while and decided to count the facts of my life…

I was baptized as a child, so in theory I am Orthodox. But I literally swallowed my cross. My mother was in Krishnaism for most of my childhood, so she pulled me in too. But, despite everything, I developed my own vision of the world.

And… it mixes Shintoism, shamanism, cosmicism and the theory of reincarnation…

WELL, APPARENTLY THERE WILL NEVER BE ORDER IN MY FISH BRAIN

Little doodles

This is my first time learning digital art and it's nerve-wracking.

the speed and grace of a cat… I SEE IT

To the people who think Sanemi is desperate for Kanae's attention and is always casing after her...

🖕🖕

Turaga Onewa standing on the side of a new carving site in process looking on like this

post now

I started playing Baldur's Gate 3 a couple months before I ran away from my mother's house.

Looking back on my first playthrough now, I understand why my favorite characters resonated with me so much...

Astarion, who wanted freedom and choice, who wanted to escape the supervision of someone he had to call a Master and whose orders he had to follow.

Karlah, who also wanted freedom and the ability to simply live, without fear, without orders, without having to fight for her life every day, wanting simple closeness, simple... Touch and acceptance, recognition.

Recognition that they were both not monsters and deserved to live.

I didn't know then how close they really were to me.

These two.

In connection with my new job, an interesting thought occurred to me.

Enjoy the mess of my head!

Tahu - rooibos with strawberries, pomegranate and red cornflower.

In fact, it is more of a tea drink than tea itself; there is no base for that.

Rooibos comes from Africa, like Tahu - from the hottest heat.

Despite this, it has not only a bright taste, but also the sweet delicate notes of Ta-Vahi before the fire.

Gali - Milk Oolong.

Few people can immediately understand it, but if they succeed, then it’s like tea when brewed correctly - a delicate and soft taste that refreshes, without the wrong impurities. You don't soak oolong in milk, you fools.

Lewa - Herbal green collection with mango and pineapple. It seems like there are anchan leaves flashing in it?

A complete cacophony at first glance, but the taste is a bright tropical juicy taste that takes you into dreams of parrots and jungles.

Onua is Pu-erh, in which some buds of the tree itself have been added.

It seems strange to many and seems primitive in its origin, but if you try it, you can get hooked. It has the smell of spicy earth and herbs, and the buds give off a delicate sweetness.

Pohatu - buckwheat tea.

An absolute madman in an absolutely harsh environment. It smells like honey and is invigorating.

Kopaka - Earl Grey.

A follower of the classics who finds it difficult to accept something new, but if you choose the right blend, it reveals itself from new unexpected sides.

KAPOW!!!!!

So, I had a lot of nightmares today, but among all this horror there was room for something good.

Who knew that Genya had enough strength to lift me in his arms...

At such moments I never want to wake up.

One of my friends, due to some peculiarities and past, can just pass out in a couple of seconds, and the worst thing is if he does it to me, because damn, every time it's a fight for oxygen.

Now imagine Sanemi and Giyuu.

That's all I have.

the only thing inside my head rn is uni and spiderman-sanemi