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may i request ranchers? they are so dear to me :3

ASK AND YEE SHALL RECIEVE!!!

they are so dear to me too.... i get you.

they would totally carry each other btw both of them wear the pants in this relationship. i love them

WOOO

“You shouldn’t self-ID as ADHD/autistic, you’re turning a very real mental condition into a trend” Ok then stop saying delulu. Stop speculating on which cluster C personality disorder the criminals you hear about on the news have. Stop saying “schizoposting” and “acoustic” and “is it restarted?” Stop using “psycopath” and “sociopath” as catch-all ways of calling someone a bad person. Stop saying “the intrusive thoughts won” when you bleach your hair and then turn your nose up at people who suffer from very real, very scary urges of physical/sexual violence. Stop saying “I’m so OCD” as a way of calling yourself neat. Stop treating BPD/ASPD/Bipolar as inherently abusive. Stop saying “OP I am living in your walls” without tagging for unreality. Stop diagnosing complete strangers you’ve never met on r/AITA with NPD.

You first. If you don’t want our disabilities to be treated like trends then stop belittling and minimising them. I’ll NEVER judge a person for trying find labels for their symptoms when an apathetic, racist, sexist, ableist healthcare system refuses to. But I will absolutely judge a hypocrite. Which a lot of you are

Eli was working day and nigth to be rich, if it weren't for college it would be for marriage (he only dated" or had romantic interest with rich people) guy wanted to be someone trophy husband fr

I had this one in the sketches for who knows how long and didn't really know what to do with it, so I slapped some colours and angst on it

once again thinking about the parallels of Neil going into the Nest over Christmas break for Andrew and Orpheus going into the Underworld for Eurydice. hows your day going though.

More memes cos this man was a legend

V.E Schwab in 2013 had the courage and nerve to ask the infamous and dangerous question "what would happen if the two worst people in the world were college roommates?"

I need to talk about Mikaele Salesa

Fucking love this man

Just like, think it through: Salesa was everything and more that Leitner tried and failed to be. He have access to artefacts, he knows the supernatural, he can do what very little others can (he thrives through the fucking end of the world!) But he knows what he's doing, he knows how to keep himself and his people safe

Mikaele Salesa is a myth while leitner died a pathetic old man, with no library, no assistents and no books to save him.

Salesa could be a greedy bastard but no, he sells his shit to snotty rich people mostly, he takes care of the shipment himself for not to risk his crew

He knows when to stop, going as far as faking his own death to assure his retirement

He is so dawn sweet and nice when we met him in s5

And what make me love him even more: how he accepts his death. He doesn't fight it, he doesn't try, as many others, to be imortal and unstoppable . He accepts his own mortality and chooses his own end.

Mikaele Salesa is such a human character and i love him for it

Nothing hurts me more than thinking about mag 101, about how the distortion tells its history, about how it became michael. What exactly hurts me is that Michael not once mock michael shelley

It could. It would be very in character to the combination of the guy that died by leting himself be fooled and the thing that will aways be marked by this mistake to be a little bitter about his naivety, but no.

Michael is mad, he's angry, he's resentful

Of Gertrude. Only Gertrude.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who stopped wearing dresses and skirts young so he would be taken seriously.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who misses wearing femme clothes and accessories but refuses to admit it or do it because he doesn't want to be called a girl.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who starts wearing more femme clothes again while he's living with Georgie in season three and realizing how much he still likes it.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who starts wearing them regularly again but is worried about what Martin may think of him.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who is accepted by his partner and encouraged to do what makes him happy because he deserves it.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims who becomes more secure in his body and identity when he arrives Somewhere Else and gets a new start with his partner.

Transmasc Jonathan Sims.

blind jonathan sims headcanoning

Oh i didn't think of that

Holy shit

ALL HE WANTED WAS NOT TO BECOME ANOTHER MYSTERY

THEY DIDNT EVEN FIND HIS BODY

FUCK

things i want for my birthday:

1.) All Two Hundred Episodes of the magnus archives podcast recorded on cassette tapes for me to listen to and truly Experience the show as it was meant to be experienced

2.) idk like. clothes i guess

I am really growing to be a big fan of the michael x gerry shipp and all but can someone tell me if there are any dead/book bided gerry x distortion michael fics?

Bc if not i gonna to be forced to write it myself

TMA 101. Another twist

“The Eye watches, and the Stranger conceals, but me… I lie, Archivist. I am the throat of delusion incarnate.”

Oh Michael Shelley… poor Michael

I just had another weird thought about my fave spooky podcast and most recent hyperfixation.

The Five Seasons of The Magnus Archives Seem Thematically Parallel to the Stages of Grief.

Season 1, Denial - Jon feigns skepticism as he reads the statements and hides that he's scared of whatever monsters lurk in them

Season 2, Anger - Jon takes the offensive in that he begins to investigate Gertrude's death and starts spying on his coworkers in an increasingly antagonistic fashion. Everybody rightly gets very upset with Jon's behavior.

Season 3, Bargaining - Jon learns (part of) the truth; okay, how does he fix this? Look into the Stranger, save the world, maybe that will validate the fact he's becoming less human? What does he have to do to be safe?

Season 4, Depression - And I quote, "Boohoo, I'm so alone and a monster". He has lost a larger piece of his humanity and is going through the motions, nobody he can trust or talk to and sinking into the addiction of hunting victims.

Season 5, Acceptance - John has come into full power and, while he still doesn't like the fact that he does, he enjoys the perks of avatarism and being the harbinger of the change.

(If this observation has already been made I apologize but my late night thoughts need an outlet.)

Finally finished tma

I am so fucking normal about Michael distortion

I will show yall how much very soon

Am so very normal rn

You said your favourite thing was Eli's abilities to ignore reality. Can you elaborate on what you mean? Some examples?

I think him in vegenful when he was at EON is a great example of how inside his own head Eli can be, he just seems to convince himself that he's right and nothing will ever stop him, like, yes keep talking to the "ghost" even after connecting that he was alive, do it! delusion at it finest.

I think this might be one of the most striking traits of his character and how he reasons things, a lot of people just hate him for how he called the cops on Victor and if you just try to follow his vision it makes sense! come with me for this one.

- I feel strange after becoming a EO, like something is missing, apathy and emptiness, loss of fear, so I try to "protect" the only person I consider a friend, this person kills my girlfriend and lies to me even after I saying it shouldn't be done like that, I call the police, he comes back and stabs me, and uses his power on me, confirming my "suspicions" that EOs are in fact inherently evil and wrong I no longer recognize my best friend as himself but rather a "devil" who is using his body. -

at the end of the day I think a lot of Eli is how he rationalizes and tries to fit together pieces of a narrative that doesn't go against him being exposed as wrong or as monstrous, or not holy, for various reasons, being a martyr? maybe his general relationship with religion and how he sees himself as a person? What he knows is that he can't be wrong, it can't be true, if he's wrong what would become of him? Then god hates him, and god doesn't hate him. if he can't die. There's a reason. It has to be one.

"Wouldn’t You?” He cut deeper, through to bone, over and over, until the floor was red. Until he’d given his life to God a hundred times, and a hundred times had it given back. Until the fear and the doubt had all been bled out of him. And then he set the knife aside with shaking hands. Eli dipped his fingertips in the slick of red, crossed himself, and got back to his feet. " Part Two; Chapter IV,  Vicious.

Many people wonder, why does he kill other EOs if he himself is one, doesn't he consider himself unnatural too? when in fact it is more he has convinced himself that he is different and that this has a purpose! he clearly doesn't like being an EO and appears to admit that he would kill himself if he could, he literally tried too, but if he can't then this has to be something bigger than him right? he can't be a sinner, against God's nature, God obviously has a mission for him! Because God loves him.

Anyway, I just wanted to give a bigger picture of how I think Eli works as a character, I think too much about this guy, sorry for the delay in responding, and thanks for the question!

Secret Life BigB is SO Buried and Distortion coded 🥰 (reference for my TMA fans out there)

I am laughing so much that i see half of those happening on others povs and just thought it was normal stuff they would do

Like yeah cleo totally would just play a "our base" card on someone for no reason what you mean it was her task??

All secret tasks for session 1:

Bdubs: Make your base deeply uncomftable to use and look at

BigB: Dig a big hole. All the way down. At least 3x3. Make it your base if you want.

Scott: Build your base directly and obnoxiously attached to someone else's

Etho: Collect 4 beds without being caught and place them on a shrine

Gem: Convince someone to take a leap of faith and make sure they take no damage

Grian: Make 3 bad jokes and get NO laughs

Scar: Call people anything but their username for at least 30 minutes of the session BUT changed to coming up eith a nickname for anouther player and getting two other players to use it

Impulse: Make cherrywood your entire identity

Martyn: Build an identical base to anouther player

Lizzie: Write a poem about anouther player and read it to then

Skizz: Don't be further than 20 blocks from GeminiTay for 10 minutes. One attempt only

Jimmy: Break 5 crafting tables while they're being used

Mumbo: Make a pun at every opportunity in a 5 minute conversation, minimum of 3 successful puns

Pearl: Get 3 players to gift you their heart

Joel: Plug the life merch in the worst possible times to other players at least 4 times

Tango: Get Scar to take about Star Wars for over 60 seconds

Cleo: Build your base directly above anouther players above the ground

Everyone was successful or well you know unless you count scars as a failure

This is ten times funnier when you found out what his task was

(spoiler)

It was to dig a hole

His task was only to dig the hole

He didn't need to get all suspicious about it!

BigB causing server wide brain damage

There is a fic (about a fandom i am not part anymore) about a young trans girl figuring out she is trans and coming out to her brother and it just aways hits home

In the fic there is a moment she is explaining to her brother why lesbians are cool and she says "have you never wished to love girls the away girls do?" And it spoke with me. It bring back a memory i didn't remember having

Twelve years old me, that would just lie there thinking and dreaming and wanting something they couldn't shape yet

To want to love boys the away boys do and don't understand why

Because i would read about two boys and know there's something there that i just wants so bad. Being a boy wasn't even a option on my mind and i already liked boys, so there had to be something magical and special about the away boys loved each other

God i wish i could tell little me that we do it now. We love boys that love boys. We got to love boys the away that boys do. And twelve years old me was fucking right, it do have something magical on it.

Ohh i really needed that one, thanks!

"maybe if i dress more boring i'll get gendered correctly by strangers" that's the devil talking

It was ep 104

You may think it was bc of the clown

I was expecting it to be a clown too

It wasn't

It was tim losing his dawn little brother

I woke up at 4 am bc i had a nightmare with my baby brother and had to check on him

Fucker was watching tv peacefully

Finally

I reached the The Magnus Archives ep that gave me nightmares

And its so not what i expected

I hate it here

Finally

I reached the The Magnus Archives ep that gave me nightmares

And its so not what i expected

I hate it here

there’s got to be at least one trans woman named eve out there whose deadname is adam. and she’s the funniest person to ever grace this earth with her presence.

The fact it is really a unpopular opinion shows how stupid this fandom is

my unpopular villains series opinion is that Victor was manipulating and using Sdy in Vicious, and that he only really started to show care or "affection" at the end of the book and in Vengeful.

“get a job” as an insult: piddlin. implies one’s value is determined by employment. feeds into capitalistic ideals

“get a hobby”: strong. cutting. implies that instead of feeding your soul and potentially creating something beautiful, you are here bothering me.