Things That Made Me Stop Wanting To Die That Require No Effort Whatsoever

things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever

change the color used to highlight text on your laptop

move the pictures on your wall

stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all

slightly vary your commute, even just by one street

change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed

drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real

shower with the lights off, without music

buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room

start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing

wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night

listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015

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5 months ago

Ah yes, time to return to a singular moment from the past, standing like a boulder at the edge of my memory shore

Assuredly I will be able to revisit it always. What could possibly do away with so solid a thing as this? The gentle lapping of the sea of time?

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(Seeing a cis straight couple for the first time) I think I’m gonna be sick… What the fuck do you even call this…? Dark Yuri? Unfaggot? Do they have a fucking word for this? (Flashing back to my troubled childhood) Oh my god… This is that Marge and Homer shit isn’t it

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if you try to stop me from making my silly little coping-mechanism jokes about killing myself then I am going to kill myself.

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maybeemayhem

5 months ago

they say you snooze you lose, and well. heh. i snost and lost

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maybeemayhem

5 months ago

So crazy that doing stuff you don’t want to do in the moment is actually the key to long-term joy.

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maybeemayhem

5 months ago

19 months into transition, it's a new year, I'm voice training every day in 2025 like I should have done last year

1 day down, 364 to go. Today was about 2.5 hours of chatting in a voice call while I played some video games, getting the muscles used to new positioning long term. Voice is still really rough, but it's an okay start.

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maybeemayhem

3 months ago