I was 2 weeks clean and then I relapsed yesterday. I’m not mad about it if I am completely honest. I’ve had a lot happen this week from a depressive episode, relapsing, fucking up a talking stage and losing a friend. I’m so ready to be done
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
Anyone else constantly switching between wanting to recover and wanting to get worse just to proof something??
if nobody’s noticed
if nobody cares
if nobody knows
No matter how far into a fast I am I will NEVER regret drinking an energy drink. Because It’s either 20 c@ls from the drink or 2000 c@ls from a binge 🤷♀️
my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->
If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again
"You're not fat, you're normal" HASSSS to be one of the worst things someone can say to you
when my stomach growls directly after telling someone i'm not hungry
Keep going…….