maye-rose

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I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?

I was 2 weeks clean and then I relapsed yesterday. I’m not mad about it if I am completely honest. I’ve had a lot happen this week from a depressive episode, relapsing, fucking up a talking stage and losing a friend. I’m so ready to be done

If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again

when my stomach growls directly after telling someone i'm not hungry

Keep going…….

"You're not fat, you're normal" HASSSS to be one of the worst things someone can say to you

my ed hasnt been eding im eating like a pig

~ Reminder To Myself ~

You take up SO much space like this.

In this body, you are smothering yourself, and the people around you.

Say NO.

7:30 am

"why do you have tumblr on your phone no one uses that anymore" im gonna hold your hand while i tell you this

my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

I hate myself. I now weigh in at 109lbs/49.4kg when I was 104lbs/47.1kg. What happened? How did I mess up this badly? If anyone has a tips to fix this please please tell me. I’m begging. Please help me go back down

Anyone else constantly switching between wanting to recover and wanting to get worse just to proof something??

Want to do it and see my result :)

So prom is this Friday and I’m freaking out. I look so far in my dress and I need to lose it. I’m planning on not eating anything this week and only drinking water. I’m going to drink a 8.4 fl oz Red Bull in the morning for the beginning of this week and then water for the rest of the time. I need to drop some of this weight before Friday. Any tips??

Thigh gap check!

I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I need help getting skinny. There’s days when I don’t eat anything but then there’s days when I can stop eating. I’m trying to restrict, not binge. I need some tips on how to stay focus if anyone has any, please..

No matter how far into a fast I am I will NEVER regret drinking an energy drink. Because It’s either 20 c@ls from the drink or 2000 c@ls from a binge 🤷‍♀️

reblog if nobody in your life is aware of your eating disorder

if nobody’s noticed

if nobody cares

if nobody knows

It’s so overwhelming to have to do everything when I’m just a kid. I should be loving my life and having fun. Not worrying about a job and the bills for the house and how my mothers feeling and if she’s gonna kill herself. I should be a kid. I am a kid

#daughterproblems #depression #sh #ed

felt this on such a deep level.

she’s a nice person if you’re not her child….

(🎧 trbld boy - alone)

ghosts

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...