I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?
It’s so overwhelming to have to do everything when I’m just a kid. I should be loving my life and having fun. Not worrying about a job and the bills for the house and how my mothers feeling and if she’s gonna kill herself. I should be a kid. I am a kid
#daughterproblems #depression #sh #ed
No matter how far into a fast I am I will NEVER regret drinking an energy drink. Because It’s either 20 c@ls from the drink or 2000 c@ls from a binge 🤷♀️
Thigh gap check!
I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.
"You're not fat, you're normal" HASSSS to be one of the worst things someone can say to you
felt this on such a deep level.
she’s a nice person if you’re not her child….
If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again
my ed hasnt been eding im eating like a pig