"why do you have tumblr on your phone no one uses that anymore" im gonna hold your hand while i tell you this
~ Reminder To Myself ~
You take up SO much space like this.
In this body, you are smothering yourself, and the people around you.
Say NO.
7:30 am
when my stomach growls directly after telling someone i'm not hungry
my ed hasnt been eding im eating like a pig
I need help getting skinny. There’s days when I don’t eat anything but then there’s days when I can stop eating. I’m trying to restrict, not binge. I need some tips on how to stay focus if anyone has any, please..
if nobody’s noticed
if nobody cares
if nobody knows
I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
It’s so overwhelming to have to do everything when I’m just a kid. I should be loving my life and having fun. Not worrying about a job and the bills for the house and how my mothers feeling and if she’s gonna kill herself. I should be a kid. I am a kid
#daughterproblems #depression #sh #ed