Want To Do It And See My Result :)

my ed hasnt been eding im eating like a pig

I hate myself. I now weigh in at 109lbs/49.4kg when I was 104lbs/47.1kg. What happened? How did I mess up this badly? If anyone has a tips to fix this please please tell me. I’m begging. Please help me go back down

I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

(🎧 trbld boy - alone)

my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

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Thigh gap check!

I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

No matter how far into a fast I am I will NEVER regret drinking an energy drink. Because It’s either 20 c@ls from the drink or 2000 c@ls from a binge 🤷‍♀️