when my stomach growls directly after telling someone i'm not hungry
Anyone else constantly switching between wanting to recover and wanting to get worse just to proof something??
This is penny. She's a pencil head doodle that I drew yesterday. I'd consider her a creepy character but also soothing to look at I guess. Idk
if nobody’s noticed
if nobody cares
if nobody knows
(🎧 trbld boy - alone)
Thigh gap check!
I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.