Violence moodboard
i came out as trans to my mom last night/this morning and it did… NOT go well. so i might be extra hard to reach for a bit and take a step back from here for my own mental health. i’ve been reduced to having to lock myself in my sister’s room for my own safety and things just… aren’t looking too good
im glad my sister was actually pretty damn great about my trans Coming Out earlier yesterday, but being trapped in a house with a deadbeat transphobic mother that refuses to understand or give a shit + throw violent fits and starts screaming at me for being in emotional distress isn’t something i think i can handle the wound is too fresh. i am hurting. and a lot of shit is unbearable because of it
my room doesn’t have a door. i do not feel safe here when my mother is here, but i have nowhere else to go. i hope yall can understand and i am deeply sorry for taking a while w/commissions. life has just been one hard hit after another.
Edit: IF YOU’D LIKE TO DONATE FUNDS TOWARDS A BINDER, OR ANYTHING AT ALL, YOU CAN SEND $$$ [HERE]
I AM ALSO SELLING OLD OCs [HERE]. PLEASE DM ME IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ANY
I do not have any means of taking more commissions, as my physical health has been rapidly declining due to a number of close calls, emergencies, and handful of trips to the ER, so any donations at all would help out immensely.
UPDATE: Bills, medication, and groceries have taken up all of my funds and then some, so any bit of donation thrown my way would help immensely !!
I appreciate all the boosts and donations to a binder so very much and was able to get one thankfully before the wave of bills hit ; v ; but now im in a bit of a rough spot. Again donations can be sent [HERE] and the link to the OCs being sold up above has been updated! Soon it will include old fantrolls, which will hopefully sell better
Justice League Dark: Apokolips War (2020)
GUYS. THERE WAS DRIVE-THROUGH IN ANCIENT ROME. FINDING OUT THIS ALONE IS WORTH THE COST OF MY MASTERS IN HISTORY.
[From Daily Life of the Ancient Romans by David Matz]
Please, help my country and sign, if you can, it’s really quick and free!
old post lost traction so i’m starting a brand new one with updates
hello! i’m vincent, biracial + nonbinary, 19, and currently living with a manipulative, alcoholic mother. i am currently in therapy thanks to limited medicaid, but i need help.
i suffer from severe adhd, ptsd, major depression, severe anxiety, bipolar II, and i recently found out that i am autistic. i know what you’re probably thinking: “isn’t autism usually diagnosed in really early years?” yes, in the ideal situation with a healthy family. unfortunately, my parents never took my to doctors/therapists regularly (i’m getting my first physical at 19 years old soon), so i’m basically figuring myself out all on my own to my mom’s dismay.
i have, unfortunately, had and lost six jobs (including my most recent one, mcdonalds, where i was discriminated against + had a manager steal money from me for a short cash register and be transferred to another store. i never recieved my money back.) pandemic aside, i have been fired from every job (food service) due to my high anxiety and inability to blend in with coworkers/managers. any attempt at having a savings has failed due to me eventually losing whatever job i manage to get. currently. i work as a bitesquad driver. but un-fucking-fortunately i am an independent contractor with them and only make tips. my car isn’t made for long trips, considering my gas and brake systems are failing, and right now in florida there’s a heat wave going on and my ac doesn’t, and has never, worked properly.
my mom’s drinking has grown worse since i moved in with her at 16, and infinitely bad since the pandemic started. she’s drunk pretty much every night, and being around her forces me to say very little so i can avoid being kicked out. i have no extended family, my dad left at 16, and i have had no friends in my city for about five years now.
i’m currently forcing myself to take online classes to, hopefully, obtain an office specialist certificate to become a secretary. while i should be able to have financial aid, it won’t last me long and i’m currently unable to log into the social security website of florida to check my disability application becase, “my social security number cannot be found.” (i called them, and the dude on the phone quite literally told me he doesn’t know how to help, so my therapist is trying to help me out.)
i can’t tell my mom about any money i am receiving, because she has threatened multiple times that i’m going to spend my own money to pay her bills. while i do pay for internet right now, it’s $100 a month, and you can imagine how making that money based solely on tips from delivery orders is going. the hospital that offers my therapy has a low income housing program, and i’m trying to apply (be added to the wait list,) but unfortunately the pandemic is slowing that process to a near halt.
while i’m not expecting anything major, if you are able to spare even a few dollars, i would greatly appreciate it until i can figure out why the fuck i’m not able to check disability benefits + earn my certificate in college. if you’d like more information on my situation or any clarification, please message me!
i also do writing commissions (bnha mainly, will negotiate any other fandoms! i do NOT write child x adult ships, abusive relationships, or nsfw.) 1000 words is $10, and each 100 word increase beyond that is an additional $1. i post works to archive of our own, unless requested otherwise.
thank you for reading, and even if you’re unable to donate, PLEASE share this post. liking it and leaving it will not help it be spread around. here are any links you may want to check out.
super mario bros 1 and 3 bowsers:
super mario bros one bowser is much more pointy than super mario bros 3 bowser. you can see his shell is a bit more almond shaped, whereas mario bros 3 bowser is more of the round, stout and lovable one you recognize today. both of them are quite sharp though as attributed to their pixel art styles, i can imagine touching them feels about as pleasant as stepping on a lego.
mario bros 1 bowser pointy rating: 8/10
mario bros 3 bowser pointy rating: 7/10
super mario world bowser:
this man is positively sharp!! absolutely nasty and pointy looking!! his front tusks are much more defined than in previous iterations of bowsers, and his shell spikes are a bit more clustered as compared to the more spaced apart look in the previous sprites. all the more concentrated to land attacks on his hated nemesis mario with
pointy rating: 9/10 - would be a 10/10, if not for the roundness of his koopa clown car contrasting his pointyness
super mario 64 bowser:
just LOOK AT THE SPIKES ON THIS BIG BOY!!!! these pointy polygons!!! i feel like if i held hands with this bowser, he would surely cut my hand off!!! that would not stop me though
pointy rating: 12/10
paper mario bowser:
OHHHWHWHHH LOOK AT THE LITTLE GUY….I WANNA PINCH HIS SOFT LITTLE CHEEKS!! LOOK AT HIS FUZZY WUZZY TUFT OF HAIR!! even the pointy parts of this man are rounded…
pointy rating: 0/10
super mario sunshine bowser:
this bowser is quite smooth, one of the smoothest iterations for its time. not only is he physically rounder, but thanks to the story aspect of sunshine we also get to see a tender side of him emotionally as a father figure to junior. he is still one of my all time favorite bowsers. an absolute sweetie pie and a loving father…
pointy rating: 2/10
super mario galaxy bowser:
this is the render you think of when you think of bowser. he looks like he is trying very hard to be intimidating but i am not fooled by his facade. i would absolutely cuddle this man
pointy rating: 5/10
concept art bowser:
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pointy rating: -12/10
Reblog if you believe Trans Women can be lesbians💘
(Trying to prove a point)